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<blockquote data-quote="bizar" data-source="post: 140891" data-attributes="member: 12884"><p><strong><span style="color: black"><span style="font-family: 'Verdana'">KOMADA DUYULAN SES</span></span></strong></p><p><span style="color: black"><span style="font-family: 'Verdana'">1989 y</span></span><span style="color: black"><span style="font-family: 'Verdana'">ı</span></span><span style="color: black"><span style="font-family: 'Verdana'">l</span></span><span style="color: black"><span style="font-family: 'Verdana'">ı</span></span><span style="color: black"><span style="font-family: 'Verdana'">nda ge</span></span><span style="color: black"><span style="font-family: 'Verdana'">ç</span></span><span style="color: black"><span style="font-family: 'Verdana'">irdi</span></span><span style="color: black"><span style="font-family: 'Verdana'">ğ</span></span><span style="color: black"><span style="font-family: 'Verdana'">im bir trafik kazas</span></span><span style="color: black"><span style="font-family: 'Verdana'">ı</span></span><span style="color: black"><span style="font-family: 'Verdana'"> sonucunda koma halinde hastaneye kald</span></span><span style="color: black"><span style="font-family: 'Verdana'">ı</span></span><span style="color: black"><span style="font-family: 'Verdana'">r</span></span><span style="color: black"><span style="font-family: 'Verdana'">ı</span></span><span style="color: black"><span style="font-family: 'Verdana'">lm</span></span><span style="color: black"><span style="font-family: 'Verdana'">ış</span></span><span style="color: black"><span style="font-family: 'Verdana'">t</span></span><span style="color: black"><span style="font-family: 'Verdana'">ı</span></span><span style="color: black"><span style="font-family: 'Verdana'">m. Yan</span></span><span style="color: black"><span style="font-family: 'Verdana'">ı</span></span><span style="color: black"><span style="font-family: 'Verdana'">mda bulunan e</span></span><span style="color: black"><span style="font-family: 'Verdana'">ş</span></span><span style="color: black"><span style="font-family: 'Verdana'">im vefat etmi</span></span><span style="color: black"><span style="font-family: 'Verdana'">ş</span></span><span style="color: black"><span style="font-family: 'Verdana'">, beni kontrol eden doktor, kan deryas</span></span><span style="color: black"><span style="font-family: 'Verdana'">ı</span></span><span style="color: black"><span style="font-family: 'Verdana'"> i</span></span><span style="color: black"><span style="font-family: 'Verdana'">ç</span></span><span style="color: black"><span style="font-family: 'Verdana'">inde kalan v</span></span><span style="color: black"><span style="font-family: 'Verdana'">ü</span></span><span style="color: black"><span style="font-family: 'Verdana'">cudumda bir hayat emaresi g</span></span><span style="color: black"><span style="font-family: 'Verdana'">ö</span></span><span style="color: black"><span style="font-family: 'Verdana'">remedi</span></span><span style="color: black"><span style="font-family: 'Verdana'">ğ</span></span><span style="color: black"><span style="font-family: 'Verdana'">inden, bana da </span></span><span style="color: black"><span style="font-family: 'Verdana'">ö</span></span><span style="color: black"><span style="font-family: 'Verdana'">l</span></span><span style="color: black"><span style="font-family: 'Verdana'">ü</span></span><span style="color: black"><span style="font-family: 'Verdana'"> raporu vermi</span></span><span style="color: black"><span style="font-family: 'Verdana'">ş</span></span><span style="color: black"><span style="font-family: 'Verdana'">ti. O ak</span></span><span style="color: black"><span style="font-family: 'Verdana'">ş</span></span><span style="color: black"><span style="font-family: 'Verdana'">amki TRT haber b</span></span><span style="color: black"><span style="font-family: 'Verdana'">ü</span></span><span style="color: black"><span style="font-family: 'Verdana'">lteninde, kazada </span></span><span style="color: black"><span style="font-family: 'Verdana'">ö</span></span><span style="color: black"><span style="font-family: 'Verdana'">len ki</span></span><span style="color: black"><span style="font-family: 'Verdana'">ş</span></span><span style="color: black"><span style="font-family: 'Verdana'">ilerin aras</span></span><span style="color: black"><span style="font-family: 'Verdana'">ı</span></span><span style="color: black"><span style="font-family: 'Verdana'">nda benim de ismim bulunuyordu.</span></span></p><p><span style="color: black"><span style="font-family: 'Verdana'">Daha sonralar</span></span><span style="color: black"><span style="font-family: 'Verdana'">ı</span></span> <span style="color: black"><span style="font-family: 'Verdana'">ö</span></span><span style="color: black"><span style="font-family: 'Verdana'">lmedi</span></span><span style="color: black"><span style="font-family: 'Verdana'">ğ</span></span><span style="color: black"><span style="font-family: 'Verdana'">im anla</span></span><span style="color: black"><span style="font-family: 'Verdana'">şı</span></span><span style="color: black"><span style="font-family: 'Verdana'">lm</span></span><span style="color: black"><span style="font-family: 'Verdana'">ış</span></span><span style="color: black"><span style="font-family: 'Verdana'"> ve </span></span><span style="color: black"><span style="font-family: 'Verdana'">üç</span></span><span style="color: black"><span style="font-family: 'Verdana'"> g</span></span><span style="color: black"><span style="font-family: 'Verdana'">ü</span></span><span style="color: black"><span style="font-family: 'Verdana'">n devam eden koma halinden sonra kendime gelmi</span></span><span style="color: black"><span style="font-family: 'Verdana'">ş</span></span><span style="color: black"><span style="font-family: 'Verdana'">tim. Fakat kazadaki darbelerin tesiriyle g</span></span><span style="color: black"><span style="font-family: 'Verdana'">ö</span></span><span style="color: black"><span style="font-family: 'Verdana'">zlerimi a</span></span><span style="color: black"><span style="font-family: 'Verdana'">ç</span></span><span style="color: black"><span style="font-family: 'Verdana'">am</span></span><span style="color: black"><span style="font-family: 'Verdana'">ı</span></span><span style="color: black"><span style="font-family: 'Verdana'">yor, v</span></span><span style="color: black"><span style="font-family: 'Verdana'">ü</span></span><span style="color: black"><span style="font-family: 'Verdana'">cudumun hi</span></span><span style="color: black"><span style="font-family: 'Verdana'">ç</span></span><span style="color: black"><span style="font-family: 'Verdana'">bir noktas</span></span><span style="color: black"><span style="font-family: 'Verdana'">ı</span></span><span style="color: black"><span style="font-family: 'Verdana'">n</span></span><span style="color: black"><span style="font-family: 'Verdana'">ı</span></span><span style="color: black"><span style="font-family: 'Verdana'"> k</span></span><span style="color: black"><span style="font-family: 'Verdana'">ı</span></span><span style="color: black"><span style="font-family: 'Verdana'">m</span></span><span style="color: black"><span style="font-family: 'Verdana'">ı</span></span><span style="color: black"><span style="font-family: 'Verdana'">ldatam</span></span><span style="color: black"><span style="font-family: 'Verdana'">ı</span></span><span style="color: black"><span style="font-family: 'Verdana'">yordum. Koluma tak</span></span><span style="color: black"><span style="font-family: 'Verdana'">ı</span></span><span style="color: black"><span style="font-family: 'Verdana'">lan serumdaki uyu</span></span><span style="color: black"><span style="font-family: 'Verdana'">ş</span></span><span style="color: black"><span style="font-family: 'Verdana'">turucular</span></span><span style="color: black"><span style="font-family: 'Verdana'">ı</span></span><span style="color: black"><span style="font-family: 'Verdana'">n tesiriyle de, fazla bir </span></span><span style="color: black"><span style="font-family: 'Verdana'">ş</span></span><span style="color: black"><span style="font-family: 'Verdana'">ey d</span></span><span style="color: black"><span style="font-family: 'Verdana'">üşü</span></span><span style="color: black"><span style="font-family: 'Verdana'">nemez h</span></span><span style="color: black"><span style="font-family: 'Verdana'">â</span></span><span style="color: black"><span style="font-family: 'Verdana'">le gelmi</span></span><span style="color: black"><span style="font-family: 'Verdana'">ş</span></span><span style="color: black"><span style="font-family: 'Verdana'">tim. Tam man</span></span><span style="color: black"><span style="font-family: 'Verdana'">â</span></span><span style="color: black"><span style="font-family: 'Verdana'">s</span></span><span style="color: black"><span style="font-family: 'Verdana'">ı</span></span><span style="color: black"><span style="font-family: 'Verdana'">yla ya</span></span><span style="color: black"><span style="font-family: 'Verdana'">ş</span></span><span style="color: black"><span style="font-family: 'Verdana'">ayan bir </span></span><span style="color: black"><span style="font-family: 'Verdana'">ö</span></span><span style="color: black"><span style="font-family: 'Verdana'">l</span></span><span style="color: black"><span style="font-family: 'Verdana'">ü</span></span><span style="color: black"><span style="font-family: 'Verdana'"> gibiydim. </span></span><span style="color: black"><span style="font-family: 'Verdana'">İ</span></span><span style="color: black"><span style="font-family: 'Verdana'">lk </span></span><span style="color: black"><span style="font-family: 'Verdana'">ö</span></span><span style="color: black"><span style="font-family: 'Verdana'">nce kendimi </span></span><span style="color: black"><span style="font-family: 'Verdana'">ç</span></span><span style="color: black"><span style="font-family: 'Verdana'">ok a</span></span><span style="color: black"><span style="font-family: 'Verdana'">ğı</span></span><span style="color: black"><span style="font-family: 'Verdana'">r bir uykuda zannettim. Bir t</span></span><span style="color: black"><span style="font-family: 'Verdana'">ü</span></span><span style="color: black"><span style="font-family: 'Verdana'">rl</span></span><span style="color: black"><span style="font-family: 'Verdana'">ü</span></span> <span style="color: black"><span style="font-family: 'Verdana'">uyanamad</span></span><span style="color: black"><span style="font-family: 'Verdana'">ığı</span></span><span style="color: black"><span style="font-family: 'Verdana'">m bir uykuda. Bu s</span></span><span style="color: black"><span style="font-family: 'Verdana'">ı</span></span><span style="color: black"><span style="font-family: 'Verdana'">rada ba</span></span><span style="color: black"><span style="font-family: 'Verdana'">ş</span></span><span style="color: black"><span style="font-family: 'Verdana'">ucumdaki konu</span></span><span style="color: black"><span style="font-family: 'Verdana'">ş</span></span><span style="color: black"><span style="font-family: 'Verdana'">malar</span></span><span style="color: black"><span style="font-family: 'Verdana'">ı</span></span><span style="color: black"><span style="font-family: 'Verdana'"> duydum.</span></span> <span style="color: black"><span style="font-family: 'Verdana'">Sesinden tan</span></span><span style="color: black"><span style="font-family: 'Verdana'">ı</span></span><span style="color: black"><span style="font-family: 'Verdana'">d</span></span><span style="color: black"><span style="font-family: 'Verdana'">ığı</span></span><span style="color: black"><span style="font-family: 'Verdana'">m amcam:</span></span></p><p><span style="color: black"><span style="font-family: 'Verdana'">—</span></span><span style="color: black"><span style="font-family: 'Verdana'"> Doktor bey, </span></span><span style="color: black"><span style="font-family: 'Verdana'">üç</span></span><span style="color: black"><span style="font-family: 'Verdana'"> g</span></span><span style="color: black"><span style="font-family: 'Verdana'">ü</span></span><span style="color: black"><span style="font-family: 'Verdana'">nd</span></span><span style="color: black"><span style="font-family: 'Verdana'">ü</span></span><span style="color: black"><span style="font-family: 'Verdana'">r hi</span></span><span style="color: black"><span style="font-family: 'Verdana'">ç</span></span><span style="color: black"><span style="font-family: 'Verdana'">bir geli</span></span><span style="color: black"><span style="font-family: 'Verdana'">ş</span></span><span style="color: black"><span style="font-family: 'Verdana'">me yok, diyordu. M</span></span><span style="color: black"><span style="font-family: 'Verdana'">ü</span></span><span style="color: black"><span style="font-family: 'Verdana'">saade ederseniz, hastam</span></span><span style="color: black"><span style="font-family: 'Verdana'">ı</span></span><span style="color: black"><span style="font-family: 'Verdana'">z</span></span><span style="color: black"><span style="font-family: 'Verdana'">ı</span></span><span style="color: black"><span style="font-family: 'Verdana'"> Ankara'ya g</span></span><span style="color: black"><span style="font-family: 'Verdana'">ö</span></span><span style="color: black"><span style="font-family: 'Verdana'">t</span></span><span style="color: black"><span style="font-family: 'Verdana'">ü</span></span><span style="color: black"><span style="font-family: 'Verdana'">relim.”</span></span> <span style="color: black"><span style="font-family: 'Verdana'">Doktor ise:</span></span></p><p><span style="color: black"><span style="font-family: 'Verdana'">—</span></span><span style="color: black"><span style="font-family: 'Verdana'"> Hastan</span></span><span style="color: black"><span style="font-family: 'Verdana'">ı</span></span><span style="color: black"><span style="font-family: 'Verdana'">z her an </span></span><span style="color: black"><span style="font-family: 'Verdana'">ö</span></span><span style="color: black"><span style="font-family: 'Verdana'">lebilir, diye cevap verdi. Bu durumda nakline izin vermek cinayettir. Zaten b</span></span><span style="color: black"><span style="font-family: 'Verdana'">ö</span></span><span style="color: black"><span style="font-family: 'Verdana'">yle bir mesuliyetin alt</span></span><span style="color: black"><span style="font-family: 'Verdana'">ı</span></span><span style="color: black"><span style="font-family: 'Verdana'">na da giremem.</span></span></p><p><span style="color: black"><span style="font-family: 'Verdana'">Bu konu</span></span><span style="color: black"><span style="font-family: 'Verdana'">ş</span></span><span style="color: black"><span style="font-family: 'Verdana'">malar </span></span><span style="color: black"><span style="font-family: 'Verdana'">ü</span></span><span style="color: black"><span style="font-family: 'Verdana'">zerine b</span></span><span style="color: black"><span style="font-family: 'Verdana'">ü</span></span><span style="color: black"><span style="font-family: 'Verdana'">y</span></span><span style="color: black"><span style="font-family: 'Verdana'">ü</span></span><span style="color: black"><span style="font-family: 'Verdana'">k bir kaza ge</span></span><span style="color: black"><span style="font-family: 'Verdana'">ç</span></span><span style="color: black"><span style="font-family: 'Verdana'">irdi</span></span><span style="color: black"><span style="font-family: 'Verdana'">ğ</span></span><span style="color: black"><span style="font-family: 'Verdana'">imi anlam</span></span><span style="color: black"><span style="font-family: 'Verdana'">ış</span></span><span style="color: black"><span style="font-family: 'Verdana'"> ve doktorun "Her an </span></span><span style="color: black"><span style="font-family: 'Verdana'">ö</span></span><span style="color: black"><span style="font-family: 'Verdana'">lebilir" s</span></span><span style="color: black"><span style="font-family: 'Verdana'">ö</span></span><span style="color: black"><span style="font-family: 'Verdana'">z</span></span><span style="color: black"><span style="font-family: 'Verdana'">ü</span></span><span style="color: black"><span style="font-family: 'Verdana'">yle deh</span></span><span style="color: black"><span style="font-family: 'Verdana'">ş</span></span><span style="color: black"><span style="font-family: 'Verdana'">ete kap</span></span><span style="color: black"><span style="font-family: 'Verdana'">ı</span></span><span style="color: black"><span style="font-family: 'Verdana'">lm</span></span><span style="color: black"><span style="font-family: 'Verdana'">ış</span></span><span style="color: black"><span style="font-family: 'Verdana'">t</span></span><span style="color: black"><span style="font-family: 'Verdana'">ı</span></span><span style="color: black"><span style="font-family: 'Verdana'">m. Fakat duyma ve d</span></span><span style="color: black"><span style="font-family: 'Verdana'">üşü</span></span><span style="color: black"><span style="font-family: 'Verdana'">nme duygular</span></span><span style="color: black"><span style="font-family: 'Verdana'">ı</span></span><span style="color: black"><span style="font-family: 'Verdana'">m</span></span><span style="color: black"><span style="font-family: 'Verdana'">ı</span></span><span style="color: black"><span style="font-family: 'Verdana'">n d</span></span><span style="color: black"><span style="font-family: 'Verdana'">ışı</span></span><span style="color: black"><span style="font-family: 'Verdana'">ndaki b</span></span><span style="color: black"><span style="font-family: 'Verdana'">ü</span></span><span style="color: black"><span style="font-family: 'Verdana'">t</span></span><span style="color: black"><span style="font-family: 'Verdana'">ü</span></span><span style="color: black"><span style="font-family: 'Verdana'">n fonksiyonlar</span></span><span style="color: black"><span style="font-family: 'Verdana'">ı</span></span><span style="color: black"><span style="font-family: 'Verdana'">m</span></span><span style="color: black"><span style="font-family: 'Verdana'">ı</span></span><span style="color: black"><span style="font-family: 'Verdana'"> kaybetti</span></span><span style="color: black"><span style="font-family: 'Verdana'">ğ</span></span><span style="color: black"><span style="font-family: 'Verdana'">imi hissediyordum. </span></span><span style="color: black"><span style="font-family: 'Verdana'">Ö</span></span><span style="color: black"><span style="font-family: 'Verdana'">lmekten </span></span><span style="color: black"><span style="font-family: 'Verdana'">ç</span></span><span style="color: black"><span style="font-family: 'Verdana'">ok Cen</span></span><span style="color: black"><span style="font-family: 'Verdana'">â</span></span><span style="color: black"><span style="font-family: 'Verdana'">b-</span></span><span style="color: black"><span style="font-family: 'Verdana'">ı</span></span><span style="color: black"><span style="font-family: 'Verdana'"> Hakk'a hesap verememekten korkuyor ve bo</span></span><span style="color: black"><span style="font-family: 'Verdana'">ğ</span></span><span style="color: black"><span style="font-family: 'Verdana'">az</span></span><span style="color: black"><span style="font-family: 'Verdana'">ı</span></span><span style="color: black"><span style="font-family: 'Verdana'">m s</span></span><span style="color: black"><span style="font-family: 'Verdana'">ı</span></span><span style="color: black"><span style="font-family: 'Verdana'">k</span></span><span style="color: black"><span style="font-family: 'Verdana'">ı</span></span><span style="color: black"><span style="font-family: 'Verdana'">lm</span></span><span style="color: black"><span style="font-family: 'Verdana'">ış </span></span><span style="color: black"><span style="font-family: 'Verdana'">gibi s</span></span><span style="color: black"><span style="font-family: 'Verdana'">ı</span></span><span style="color: black"><span style="font-family: 'Verdana'">k s</span></span><span style="color: black"><span style="font-family: 'Verdana'">ı</span></span><span style="color: black"><span style="font-family: 'Verdana'">k nefes al</span></span><span style="color: black"><span style="font-family: 'Verdana'">ı</span></span><span style="color: black"><span style="font-family: 'Verdana'">yordum.</span></span></p><p><span style="color: black"><span style="font-family: 'Verdana'">Ruhumu teslim etmekte oldu</span></span><span style="color: black"><span style="font-family: 'Verdana'">ğ</span></span><span style="color: black"><span style="font-family: 'Verdana'">umu zannederken, nereden geldi</span></span><span style="color: black"><span style="font-family: 'Verdana'">ğ</span></span><span style="color: black"><span style="font-family: 'Verdana'">ini anlayamad</span></span><span style="color: black"><span style="font-family: 'Verdana'">ığı</span></span><span style="color: black"><span style="font-family: 'Verdana'">m bir ses, benimle konu</span></span><span style="color: black"><span style="font-family: 'Verdana'">ş</span></span><span style="color: black"><span style="font-family: 'Verdana'">maya ba</span></span><span style="color: black"><span style="font-family: 'Verdana'">ş</span></span><span style="color: black"><span style="font-family: 'Verdana'">lad</span></span><span style="color: black"><span style="font-family: 'Verdana'">ı</span></span><span style="color: black"><span style="font-family: 'Verdana'">. Ve ne i</span></span><span style="color: black"><span style="font-family: 'Verdana'">ç</span></span><span style="color: black"><span style="font-family: 'Verdana'">in bu kadar korktu</span></span><span style="color: black"><span style="font-family: 'Verdana'">ğ</span></span><span style="color: black"><span style="font-family: 'Verdana'">umu sordu. Sebebini s</span></span><span style="color: black"><span style="font-family: 'Verdana'">ö</span></span><span style="color: black"><span style="font-family: 'Verdana'">yledi</span></span><span style="color: black"><span style="font-family: 'Verdana'">ğ</span></span><span style="color: black"><span style="font-family: 'Verdana'">imde, ayn</span></span><span style="color: black"><span style="font-family: 'Verdana'">ı</span></span><span style="color: black"><span style="font-family: 'Verdana'"> ses:</span></span></p><p><span style="color: black"><span style="font-family: 'Verdana'">—</span></span><span style="color: black"><span style="font-family: 'Verdana'"> Korkacak hi</span></span><span style="color: black"><span style="font-family: 'Verdana'">ç</span></span><span style="color: black"><span style="font-family: 'Verdana'">bir </span></span><span style="color: black"><span style="font-family: 'Verdana'">ş</span></span><span style="color: black"><span style="font-family: 'Verdana'">ey yok, dedi. Tamamen as</span></span><span style="color: black"><span style="font-family: 'Verdana'">ı</span></span><span style="color: black"><span style="font-family: 'Verdana'">ls</span></span><span style="color: black"><span style="font-family: 'Verdana'">ı</span></span><span style="color: black"><span style="font-family: 'Verdana'">z ve hurafe </span></span><span style="color: black"><span style="font-family: 'Verdana'">ş</span></span><span style="color: black"><span style="font-family: 'Verdana'">eylere inand</span></span><span style="color: black"><span style="font-family: 'Verdana'">ı</span></span><span style="color: black"><span style="font-family: 'Verdana'">r</span></span><span style="color: black"><span style="font-family: 'Verdana'">ı</span></span><span style="color: black"><span style="font-family: 'Verdana'">ld</span></span><span style="color: black"><span style="font-family: 'Verdana'">ığı</span></span><span style="color: black"><span style="font-family: 'Verdana'">n i</span></span><span style="color: black"><span style="font-family: 'Verdana'">ç</span></span><span style="color: black"><span style="font-family: 'Verdana'">in b</span></span><span style="color: black"><span style="font-family: 'Verdana'">ö</span></span><span style="color: black"><span style="font-family: 'Verdana'">yle s</span></span><span style="color: black"><span style="font-family: 'Verdana'">ı</span></span><span style="color: black"><span style="font-family: 'Verdana'">k</span></span><span style="color: black"><span style="font-family: 'Verdana'">ı</span></span><span style="color: black"><span style="font-family: 'Verdana'">nt</span></span><span style="color: black"><span style="font-family: 'Verdana'">ı ç</span></span><span style="color: black"><span style="font-family: 'Verdana'">ekiyorsun. Allah ve </span></span><span style="color: black"><span style="font-family: 'Verdana'">â</span></span><span style="color: black"><span style="font-family: 'Verdana'">hiret g</span></span><span style="color: black"><span style="font-family: 'Verdana'">ü</span></span><span style="color: black"><span style="font-family: 'Verdana'">n</span></span><span style="color: black"><span style="font-family: 'Verdana'">ü</span></span><span style="color: black"><span style="font-family: 'Verdana'"> diye bir </span></span><span style="color: black"><span style="font-family: 'Verdana'">ş</span></span><span style="color: black"><span style="font-family: 'Verdana'">ey yok ki s</span></span><span style="color: black"><span style="font-family: 'Verdana'">ı</span></span><span style="color: black"><span style="font-family: 'Verdana'">k</span></span><span style="color: black"><span style="font-family: 'Verdana'">ı</span></span><span style="color: black"><span style="font-family: 'Verdana'">nt</span></span><span style="color: black"><span style="font-family: 'Verdana'">ı</span></span><span style="color: black"><span style="font-family: 'Verdana'">s</span></span><span style="color: black"><span style="font-family: 'Verdana'">ı</span></span><span style="color: black"><span style="font-family: 'Verdana'"> olsun. Sana bunlar</span></span><span style="color: black"><span style="font-family: 'Verdana'">ı</span></span><span style="color: black"><span style="font-family: 'Verdana'">n bo</span></span><span style="color: black"><span style="font-family: 'Verdana'">ş</span></span> <span style="color: black"><span style="font-family: 'Verdana'">ş</span></span><span style="color: black"><span style="font-family: 'Verdana'">eyler oldu</span></span><span style="color: black"><span style="font-family: 'Verdana'">ğ</span></span><span style="color: black"><span style="font-family: 'Verdana'">unu ispat edece</span></span><span style="color: black"><span style="font-family: 'Verdana'">ğ</span></span><span style="color: black"><span style="font-family: 'Verdana'">im. E</span></span><span style="color: black"><span style="font-family: 'Verdana'">ğ</span></span><span style="color: black"><span style="font-family: 'Verdana'">er beni tasdik edersen, hi</span></span><span style="color: black"><span style="font-family: 'Verdana'">ç</span></span><span style="color: black"><span style="font-family: 'Verdana'">bir s</span></span><span style="color: black"><span style="font-family: 'Verdana'">ı</span></span><span style="color: black"><span style="font-family: 'Verdana'">k</span></span><span style="color: black"><span style="font-family: 'Verdana'">ı</span></span><span style="color: black"><span style="font-family: 'Verdana'">nt</span></span><span style="color: black"><span style="font-family: 'Verdana'">ı</span></span><span style="color: black"><span style="font-family: 'Verdana'"> ve endi</span></span><span style="color: black"><span style="font-family: 'Verdana'">ş</span></span><span style="color: black"><span style="font-family: 'Verdana'">en kalmad</span></span><span style="color: black"><span style="font-family: 'Verdana'">ığı</span></span><span style="color: black"><span style="font-family: 'Verdana'">n</span></span><span style="color: black"><span style="font-family: 'Verdana'">ı</span></span><span style="color: black"><span style="font-family: 'Verdana'"> g</span></span><span style="color: black"><span style="font-family: 'Verdana'">ö</span></span><span style="color: black"><span style="font-family: 'Verdana'">receksin.</span></span></p><p><span style="color: black"><span style="font-family: 'Verdana'">Kendimi, y</span></span><span style="color: black"><span style="font-family: 'Verdana'">ı</span></span><span style="color: black"><span style="font-family: 'Verdana'">k</span></span><span style="color: black"><span style="font-family: 'Verdana'">ı</span></span><span style="color: black"><span style="font-family: 'Verdana'">lan bir da</span></span><span style="color: black"><span style="font-family: 'Verdana'">ğı</span></span><span style="color: black"><span style="font-family: 'Verdana'">n alt</span></span><span style="color: black"><span style="font-family: 'Verdana'">ı</span></span><span style="color: black"><span style="font-family: 'Verdana'">nda kalm</span></span><span style="color: black"><span style="font-family: 'Verdana'">ış</span></span><span style="color: black"><span style="font-family: 'Verdana'"> gibi hissetti</span></span><span style="color: black"><span style="font-family: 'Verdana'">ğ</span></span><span style="color: black"><span style="font-family: 'Verdana'">im i</span></span><span style="color: black"><span style="font-family: 'Verdana'">ç</span></span><span style="color: black"><span style="font-family: 'Verdana'">in:</span></span></p><p><span style="color: black"><span style="font-family: 'Verdana'">—</span></span><span style="color: black"><span style="font-family: 'Verdana'"> Peki hemen anlat ve beni bu s</span></span><span style="color: black"><span style="font-family: 'Verdana'">ı</span></span><span style="color: black"><span style="font-family: 'Verdana'">k</span></span><span style="color: black"><span style="font-family: 'Verdana'">ı</span></span><span style="color: black"><span style="font-family: 'Verdana'">nt</span></span><span style="color: black"><span style="font-family: 'Verdana'">ı</span></span><span style="color: black"><span style="font-family: 'Verdana'">dan kurtar, dedim. O ses:</span></span></p><p><span style="color: black"><span style="font-family: 'Verdana'">_ Biliyorsun ki </span></span><span style="color: black"><span style="font-family: 'Verdana'">ç</span></span><span style="color: black"><span style="font-family: 'Verdana'">ekirdekler </span></span><span style="color: black"><span style="font-family: 'Verdana'">ö</span></span><span style="color: black"><span style="font-family: 'Verdana'">nce fidan, sonra a</span></span><span style="color: black"><span style="font-family: 'Verdana'">ğ</span></span><span style="color: black"><span style="font-family: 'Verdana'">a</span></span><span style="color: black"><span style="font-family: 'Verdana'">ç</span></span><span style="color: black"><span style="font-family: 'Verdana'"> olur, dedi. Daha sonra da </span></span><span style="color: black"><span style="font-family: 'Verdana'">ö</span></span><span style="color: black"><span style="font-family: 'Verdana'">mr</span></span><span style="color: black"><span style="font-family: 'Verdana'">ü</span></span><span style="color: black"><span style="font-family: 'Verdana'">n</span></span><span style="color: black"><span style="font-family: 'Verdana'">ü</span></span><span style="color: black"><span style="font-family: 'Verdana'"> tamamlar sulan </span></span><span style="color: black"><span style="font-family: 'Verdana'">ç</span></span><span style="color: black"><span style="font-family: 'Verdana'">ekilir, kurur ve topra</span></span><span style="color: black"><span style="font-family: 'Verdana'">ğ</span></span><span style="color: black"><span style="font-family: 'Verdana'">a kar</span></span><span style="color: black"><span style="font-family: 'Verdana'">ışı</span></span><span style="color: black"><span style="font-family: 'Verdana'">rlar. Hayvanlar da bizim gibi do</span></span><span style="color: black"><span style="font-family: 'Verdana'">ğ</span></span><span style="color: black"><span style="font-family: 'Verdana'">ar, b</span></span><span style="color: black"><span style="font-family: 'Verdana'">ü</span></span><span style="color: black"><span style="font-family: 'Verdana'">y</span></span><span style="color: black"><span style="font-family: 'Verdana'">ü</span></span><span style="color: black"><span style="font-family: 'Verdana'">r, geli</span></span><span style="color: black"><span style="font-family: 'Verdana'">ş</span></span><span style="color: black"><span style="font-family: 'Verdana'">ir ve </span></span><span style="color: black"><span style="font-family: 'Verdana'">ö</span></span><span style="color: black"><span style="font-family: 'Verdana'">m</span></span><span style="color: black"><span style="font-family: 'Verdana'">ü</span></span><span style="color: black"><span style="font-family: 'Verdana'">rlerini tamamlad</span></span><span style="color: black"><span style="font-family: 'Verdana'">ığı</span></span><span style="color: black"><span style="font-family: 'Verdana'">nda toprak olurlar. Sen o a</span></span><span style="color: black"><span style="font-family: 'Verdana'">ğ</span></span><span style="color: black"><span style="font-family: 'Verdana'">a</span></span><span style="color: black"><span style="font-family: 'Verdana'">ç</span></span><span style="color: black"><span style="font-family: 'Verdana'">lar</span></span><span style="color: black"><span style="font-family: 'Verdana'">ı</span></span><span style="color: black"><span style="font-family: 'Verdana'">n veya hayvanlar</span></span><span style="color: black"><span style="font-family: 'Verdana'">ı</span></span><span style="color: black"><span style="font-family: 'Verdana'">n, senin gibi endi</span></span><span style="color: black"><span style="font-family: 'Verdana'">ş</span></span><span style="color: black"><span style="font-family: 'Verdana'">e duyup, korktuklar</span></span><span style="color: black"><span style="font-family: 'Verdana'">ı</span></span><span style="color: black"><span style="font-family: 'Verdana'">n</span></span><span style="color: black"><span style="font-family: 'Verdana'">ı </span></span><span style="color: black"><span style="font-family: 'Verdana'">g</span></span><span style="color: black"><span style="font-family: 'Verdana'">ö</span></span><span style="color: black"><span style="font-family: 'Verdana'">rd</span></span><span style="color: black"><span style="font-family: 'Verdana'">ü</span></span><span style="color: black"><span style="font-family: 'Verdana'">n m</span></span><span style="color: black"><span style="font-family: 'Verdana'">ü</span></span><span style="color: black"><span style="font-family: 'Verdana'">? Elbette hay</span></span><span style="color: black"><span style="font-family: 'Verdana'">ı</span></span><span style="color: black"><span style="font-family: 'Verdana'">r. </span></span><span style="color: black"><span style="font-family: 'Verdana'">Çü</span></span><span style="color: black"><span style="font-family: 'Verdana'">nk</span></span><span style="color: black"><span style="font-family: 'Verdana'">ü</span></span><span style="color: black"><span style="font-family: 'Verdana'"> onlar, b</span></span><span style="color: black"><span style="font-family: 'Verdana'">â</span></span><span style="color: black"><span style="font-family: 'Verdana'">t</span></span><span style="color: black"><span style="font-family: 'Verdana'">ı</span></span><span style="color: black"><span style="font-family: 'Verdana'">l </span></span><span style="color: black"><span style="font-family: 'Verdana'">ş</span></span><span style="color: black"><span style="font-family: 'Verdana'">eylere inand</span></span><span style="color: black"><span style="font-family: 'Verdana'">ı</span></span><span style="color: black"><span style="font-family: 'Verdana'">r</span></span><span style="color: black"><span style="font-family: 'Verdana'">ı</span></span><span style="color: black"><span style="font-family: 'Verdana'">lmam</span></span><span style="color: black"><span style="font-family: 'Verdana'">ış</span></span><span style="color: black"><span style="font-family: 'Verdana'">lar. Yani yeniden dirilme veya hesaba </span></span><span style="color: black"><span style="font-family: 'Verdana'">ç</span></span><span style="color: black"><span style="font-family: 'Verdana'">ekilme diye bir </span></span><span style="color: black"><span style="font-family: 'Verdana'">ş</span></span><span style="color: black"><span style="font-family: 'Verdana'">ey olmayaca</span></span><span style="color: black"><span style="font-family: 'Verdana'">ğı</span></span><span style="color: black"><span style="font-family: 'Verdana'"> i</span></span><span style="color: black"><span style="font-family: 'Verdana'">ç</span></span><span style="color: black"><span style="font-family: 'Verdana'">in, onlar</span></span><span style="color: black"><span style="font-family: 'Verdana'">ı</span></span><span style="color: black"><span style="font-family: 'Verdana'">n da bu tur </span></span><span style="color: black"><span style="font-family: 'Verdana'">ş</span></span><span style="color: black"><span style="font-family: 'Verdana'">eylerden endi</span></span><span style="color: black"><span style="font-family: 'Verdana'">ş</span></span><span style="color: black"><span style="font-family: 'Verdana'">esi yoktur. Sen de bo</span></span><span style="color: black"><span style="font-family: 'Verdana'">ş</span></span> <span style="color: black"><span style="font-family: 'Verdana'">ş</span></span><span style="color: black"><span style="font-family: 'Verdana'">eyleri kafandan atarsan, hi</span></span><span style="color: black"><span style="font-family: 'Verdana'">ç</span></span><span style="color: black"><span style="font-family: 'Verdana'">bir s</span></span><span style="color: black"><span style="font-family: 'Verdana'">ı</span></span><span style="color: black"><span style="font-family: 'Verdana'">k</span></span><span style="color: black"><span style="font-family: 'Verdana'">ı</span></span><span style="color: black"><span style="font-family: 'Verdana'">nt</span></span><span style="color: black"><span style="font-family: 'Verdana'">ı</span></span><span style="color: black"><span style="font-family: 'Verdana'">n kalmayacak, g</span></span><span style="color: black"><span style="font-family: 'Verdana'">ö</span></span><span style="color: black"><span style="font-family: 'Verdana'">r bak nas</span></span><span style="color: black"><span style="font-family: 'Verdana'">ı</span></span><span style="color: black"><span style="font-family: 'Verdana'">l rahat edeceksin!.</span></span></p><p><span style="color: black"><span style="font-family: 'Verdana'">Bu s</span></span><span style="color: black"><span style="font-family: 'Verdana'">ö</span></span><span style="color: black"><span style="font-family: 'Verdana'">zleri i</span></span><span style="color: black"><span style="font-family: 'Verdana'">ş</span></span><span style="color: black"><span style="font-family: 'Verdana'">ittikten sonra s</span></span><span style="color: black"><span style="font-family: 'Verdana'">ı</span></span><span style="color: black"><span style="font-family: 'Verdana'">k</span></span><span style="color: black"><span style="font-family: 'Verdana'">ı</span></span><span style="color: black"><span style="font-family: 'Verdana'">nt</span></span><span style="color: black"><span style="font-family: 'Verdana'">ı</span></span><span style="color: black"><span style="font-family: 'Verdana'">m daha da artta. "Acaba dedi</span></span><span style="color: black"><span style="font-family: 'Verdana'">ğ</span></span><span style="color: black"><span style="font-family: 'Verdana'">i gibi ink</span></span><span style="color: black"><span style="font-family: 'Verdana'">â</span></span><span style="color: black"><span style="font-family: 'Verdana'">ra sapsam, rahatlar m</span></span><span style="color: black"><span style="font-family: 'Verdana'">ı</span></span><span style="color: black"><span style="font-family: 'Verdana'">y</span></span><span style="color: black"><span style="font-family: 'Verdana'">ı</span></span><span style="color: black"><span style="font-family: 'Verdana'">m?'1 diye d</span></span><span style="color: black"><span style="font-family: 'Verdana'">üşü</span></span><span style="color: black"><span style="font-family: 'Verdana'">n</span></span><span style="color: black"><span style="font-family: 'Verdana'">ü</span></span><span style="color: black"><span style="font-family: 'Verdana'">yor, fakat kalp ve ruh gibi latifelerimin, bu ink</span></span><span style="color: black"><span style="font-family: 'Verdana'">â</span></span><span style="color: black"><span style="font-family: 'Verdana'">r</span></span><span style="color: black"><span style="font-family: 'Verdana'">ı</span></span><span style="color: black"><span style="font-family: 'Verdana'"> kabule yana</span></span><span style="color: black"><span style="font-family: 'Verdana'">ş</span></span><span style="color: black"><span style="font-family: 'Verdana'">mad</span></span><span style="color: black"><span style="font-family: 'Verdana'">ı</span></span><span style="color: black"><span style="font-family: 'Verdana'">klar</span></span><span style="color: black"><span style="font-family: 'Verdana'">ı</span></span><span style="color: black"><span style="font-family: 'Verdana'">n</span></span><span style="color: black"><span style="font-family: 'Verdana'">ı</span></span><span style="color: black"><span style="font-family: 'Verdana'"> hissediyordum.</span></span></p><p><span style="color: black"><span style="font-family: 'Verdana'">Birden, sanki bir elektrik l</span></span><span style="color: black"><span style="font-family: 'Verdana'">â</span></span><span style="color: black"><span style="font-family: 'Verdana'">mbas</span></span><span style="color: black"><span style="font-family: 'Verdana'">ı</span></span><span style="color: black"><span style="font-family: 'Verdana'">na dokunmu</span></span><span style="color: black"><span style="font-family: 'Verdana'">ş </span></span><span style="color: black"><span style="font-family: 'Verdana'">gibi zihnim ayd</span></span><span style="color: black"><span style="font-family: 'Verdana'">ı</span></span><span style="color: black"><span style="font-family: 'Verdana'">nlanmaya ba</span></span><span style="color: black"><span style="font-family: 'Verdana'">ş</span></span><span style="color: black"><span style="font-family: 'Verdana'">lad</span></span><span style="color: black"><span style="font-family: 'Verdana'">ı</span></span><span style="color: black"><span style="font-family: 'Verdana'">. Daha evvel okudu</span></span><span style="color: black"><span style="font-family: 'Verdana'">ğ</span></span><span style="color: black"><span style="font-family: 'Verdana'">um veya dinledi</span></span><span style="color: black"><span style="font-family: 'Verdana'">ğ</span></span><span style="color: black"><span style="font-family: 'Verdana'">im im</span></span><span style="color: black"><span style="font-family: 'Verdana'">â</span></span><span style="color: black"><span style="font-family: 'Verdana'">n</span></span><span style="color: black"><span style="font-family: 'Verdana'">î</span></span><span style="color: black"><span style="font-family: 'Verdana'"> bahisler, bir film </span></span><span style="color: black"><span style="font-family: 'Verdana'">ş</span></span><span style="color: black"><span style="font-family: 'Verdana'">eridi gibi g</span></span><span style="color: black"><span style="font-family: 'Verdana'">ö</span></span><span style="color: black"><span style="font-family: 'Verdana'">z</span></span><span style="color: black"><span style="font-family: 'Verdana'">ü</span></span><span style="color: black"><span style="font-family: 'Verdana'">m</span></span><span style="color: black"><span style="font-family: 'Verdana'">ü</span></span><span style="color: black"><span style="font-family: 'Verdana'">n </span></span><span style="color: black"><span style="font-family: 'Verdana'">ö</span></span><span style="color: black"><span style="font-family: 'Verdana'">n</span></span><span style="color: black"><span style="font-family: 'Verdana'">ü</span></span><span style="color: black"><span style="font-family: 'Verdana'">nden ge</span></span><span style="color: black"><span style="font-family: 'Verdana'">ç</span></span><span style="color: black"><span style="font-family: 'Verdana'">iyordu. O ses'e hitaben:</span></span></p><p><span style="color: black"><span style="font-family: 'Verdana'">—</span></span><span style="color: black"><span style="font-family: 'Verdana'"> Beni yalan ve cerbeze ile aldatmak istiyorsun dedim. Ama ben ak</span></span><span style="color: black"><span style="font-family: 'Verdana'">ı</span></span><span style="color: black"><span style="font-family: 'Verdana'">l sahibiyim ve bu y</span></span><span style="color: black"><span style="font-family: 'Verdana'">ü</span></span><span style="color: black"><span style="font-family: 'Verdana'">zden yapt</span></span><span style="color: black"><span style="font-family: 'Verdana'">ı</span></span><span style="color: black"><span style="font-family: 'Verdana'">klar</span></span><span style="color: black"><span style="font-family: 'Verdana'">ı</span></span><span style="color: black"><span style="font-family: 'Verdana'">mdan mes'</span></span><span style="color: black"><span style="font-family: 'Verdana'">û</span></span><span style="color: black"><span style="font-family: 'Verdana'">l</span></span><span style="color: black"><span style="font-family: 'Verdana'">ü</span></span><span style="color: black"><span style="font-family: 'Verdana'">m. Sen beni ak</span></span><span style="color: black"><span style="font-family: 'Verdana'">ı</span></span><span style="color: black"><span style="font-family: 'Verdana'">ls</span></span><span style="color: black"><span style="font-family: 'Verdana'">ı</span></span><span style="color: black"><span style="font-family: 'Verdana'">z hayvanlar ve </span></span><span style="color: black"><span style="font-family: 'Verdana'">ş</span></span><span style="color: black"><span style="font-family: 'Verdana'">uursuz bitkilerle nas</span></span><span style="color: black"><span style="font-family: 'Verdana'">ı</span></span><span style="color: black"><span style="font-family: 'Verdana'">l bir tutabilirsin? Ben, elbette hesap vermekten endi</span></span><span style="color: black"><span style="font-family: 'Verdana'">ş</span></span><span style="color: black"><span style="font-family: 'Verdana'">e duyar</span></span><span style="color: black"><span style="font-family: 'Verdana'">ı</span></span><span style="color: black"><span style="font-family: 'Verdana'">m. </span></span><span style="color: black"><span style="font-family: 'Verdana'">Çü</span></span><span style="color: black"><span style="font-family: 'Verdana'">nk</span></span><span style="color: black"><span style="font-family: 'Verdana'">ü</span></span><span style="color: black"><span style="font-family: 'Verdana'"> bana, hayvan ve bitkilere verilenlerden belki bin defa daha geli</span></span><span style="color: black"><span style="font-family: 'Verdana'">ş</span></span><span style="color: black"><span style="font-family: 'Verdana'">mi</span></span><span style="color: black"><span style="font-family: 'Verdana'">ş</span></span><span style="color: black"><span style="font-family: 'Verdana'"> vaziyette ihsan edilen cihazlar</span></span><span style="color: black"><span style="font-family: 'Verdana'">ı</span></span><span style="color: black"><span style="font-family: 'Verdana'"> ve ak</span></span><span style="color: black"><span style="font-family: 'Verdana'">ü</span></span><span style="color: black"><span style="font-family: 'Verdana'"> nimetini nefis ve heva yolunda sarfetsem, onlardan bin defa daha a</span></span><span style="color: black"><span style="font-family: 'Verdana'">ş</span></span><span style="color: black"><span style="font-family: 'Verdana'">a</span></span><span style="color: black"><span style="font-family: 'Verdana'">ğı</span></span><span style="color: black"><span style="font-family: 'Verdana'">lara d</span></span><span style="color: black"><span style="font-family: 'Verdana'">üş</span></span><span style="color: black"><span style="font-family: 'Verdana'">erek </span></span><span style="color: black"><span style="font-family: 'Verdana'">â</span></span><span style="color: black"><span style="font-family: 'Verdana'">hirette cezaya m</span></span><span style="color: black"><span style="font-family: 'Verdana'">ü</span></span><span style="color: black"><span style="font-family: 'Verdana'">stehak olurum. Hem bir i</span></span><span style="color: black"><span style="font-family: 'Verdana'">ğ</span></span><span style="color: black"><span style="font-family: 'Verdana'">ne ustas</span></span><span style="color: black"><span style="font-family: 'Verdana'">ı</span></span><span style="color: black"><span style="font-family: 'Verdana'">z, bir resim ressams</span></span><span style="color: black"><span style="font-family: 'Verdana'">ı</span></span><span style="color: black"><span style="font-family: 'Verdana'">z</span></span> <span style="color: black"><span style="font-family: 'Verdana'">bir k</span></span><span style="color: black"><span style="font-family: 'Verdana'">ö</span></span><span style="color: black"><span style="font-family: 'Verdana'">y muhtars</span></span><span style="color: black"><span style="font-family: 'Verdana'">ı</span></span><span style="color: black"><span style="font-family: 'Verdana'">z olamazken, bu kusursuz k</span></span><span style="color: black"><span style="font-family: 'Verdana'">â</span></span><span style="color: black"><span style="font-family: 'Verdana'">inat</span></span><span style="color: black"><span style="font-family: 'Verdana'">ı</span></span><span style="color: black"><span style="font-family: 'Verdana'">n bir sahibi ve yarat</span></span><span style="color: black"><span style="font-family: 'Verdana'">ı</span></span><span style="color: black"><span style="font-family: 'Verdana'">c</span></span><span style="color: black"><span style="font-family: 'Verdana'">ı</span></span><span style="color: black"><span style="font-family: 'Verdana'">s</span></span><span style="color: black"><span style="font-family: 'Verdana'">ı</span></span><span style="color: black"><span style="font-family: 'Verdana'"> olmaz m</span></span><span style="color: black"><span style="font-family: 'Verdana'">ı</span></span><span style="color: black"><span style="font-family: 'Verdana'">? Ve b</span></span><span style="color: black"><span style="font-family: 'Verdana'">ü</span></span><span style="color: black"><span style="font-family: 'Verdana'">t</span></span><span style="color: black"><span style="font-family: 'Verdana'">ü</span></span><span style="color: black"><span style="font-family: 'Verdana'">n k</span></span><span style="color: black"><span style="font-family: 'Verdana'">â</span></span><span style="color: black"><span style="font-family: 'Verdana'">inatla birlikte beni de m</span></span><span style="color: black"><span style="font-family: 'Verdana'">ü</span></span><span style="color: black"><span style="font-family: 'Verdana'">kemmel </span></span><span style="color: black"><span style="font-family: 'Verdana'">ş</span></span><span style="color: black"><span style="font-family: 'Verdana'">ekilde yaratan Rabbim, beni hesaba </span></span><span style="color: black"><span style="font-family: 'Verdana'">ç</span></span><span style="color: black"><span style="font-family: 'Verdana'">ekmeyerek ba</span></span><span style="color: black"><span style="font-family: 'Verdana'">şı</span></span><span style="color: black"><span style="font-family: 'Verdana'">bo</span></span><span style="color: black"><span style="font-family: 'Verdana'">ş</span></span><span style="color: black"><span style="font-family: 'Verdana'"> b</span></span><span style="color: black"><span style="font-family: 'Verdana'">ı</span></span><span style="color: black"><span style="font-family: 'Verdana'">rak</span></span><span style="color: black"><span style="font-family: 'Verdana'">ı</span></span><span style="color: black"><span style="font-family: 'Verdana'">r m</span></span><span style="color: black"><span style="font-family: 'Verdana'">ı</span></span><span style="color: black"><span style="font-family: 'Verdana'">?</span></span></p><p><span style="color: black"><span style="font-family: 'Verdana'">Evet, im</span></span><span style="color: black"><span style="font-family: 'Verdana'">â</span></span><span style="color: black"><span style="font-family: 'Verdana'">n nurlar</span></span><span style="color: black"><span style="font-family: 'Verdana'">ı</span></span><span style="color: black"><span style="font-family: 'Verdana'"> o zor anlarımda imdad</span></span><span style="color: black"><span style="font-family: 'Verdana'">ı</span></span><span style="color: black"><span style="font-family: 'Verdana'">ma yeti</span></span><span style="color: black"><span style="font-family: 'Verdana'">ş</span></span><span style="color: black"><span style="font-family: 'Verdana'">mi</span></span><span style="color: black"><span style="font-family: 'Verdana'">ş</span></span><span style="color: black"><span style="font-family: 'Verdana'"> ve i</span></span><span style="color: black"><span style="font-family: 'Verdana'">ç</span></span><span style="color: black"><span style="font-family: 'Verdana'">inde bulundu</span></span><span style="color: black"><span style="font-family: 'Verdana'">ğ</span></span><span style="color: black"><span style="font-family: 'Verdana'">um karanl</span></span><span style="color: black"><span style="font-family: 'Verdana'">ı</span></span><span style="color: black"><span style="font-family: 'Verdana'">k d</span></span><span style="color: black"><span style="font-family: 'Verdana'">ü</span></span><span style="color: black"><span style="font-family: 'Verdana'">nyam</span></span><span style="color: black"><span style="font-family: 'Verdana'">ı</span></span><span style="color: black"><span style="font-family: 'Verdana'"> ayd</span></span><span style="color: black"><span style="font-family: 'Verdana'">ı</span></span><span style="color: black"><span style="font-family: 'Verdana'">nlatmaya ba</span></span><span style="color: black"><span style="font-family: 'Verdana'">ş</span></span><span style="color: black"><span style="font-family: 'Verdana'">lam</span></span><span style="color: black"><span style="font-family: 'Verdana'">ış</span></span><span style="color: black"><span style="font-family: 'Verdana'">t</span></span><span style="color: black"><span style="font-family: 'Verdana'">ı</span></span><span style="color: black"><span style="font-family: 'Verdana'">. Nurlardan edindi</span></span><span style="color: black"><span style="font-family: 'Verdana'">ğ</span></span><span style="color: black"><span style="font-family: 'Verdana'">im iman hakikatlerini anlatt</span></span><span style="color: black"><span style="font-family: 'Verdana'">ı</span></span><span style="color: black"><span style="font-family: 'Verdana'">k</span></span><span style="color: black"><span style="font-family: 'Verdana'">ç</span></span><span style="color: black"><span style="font-family: 'Verdana'">a, s</span></span><span style="color: black"><span style="font-family: 'Verdana'">ı</span></span><span style="color: black"><span style="font-family: 'Verdana'">k</span></span><span style="color: black"><span style="font-family: 'Verdana'">ı</span></span><span style="color: black"><span style="font-family: 'Verdana'">nt</span></span><span style="color: black"><span style="font-family: 'Verdana'">ı</span></span><span style="color: black"><span style="font-family: 'Verdana'">lar</span></span><span style="color: black"><span style="font-family: 'Verdana'">ı</span></span><span style="color: black"><span style="font-family: 'Verdana'">m</span></span><span style="color: black"><span style="font-family: 'Verdana'">ı</span></span><span style="color: black"><span style="font-family: 'Verdana'">n hafifledi</span></span><span style="color: black"><span style="font-family: 'Verdana'">ğ</span></span><span style="color: black"><span style="font-family: 'Verdana'">ini hissediyordum. Biraz sonra o ses tamamen susmu</span></span><span style="color: black"><span style="font-family: 'Verdana'">ş </span></span><span style="color: black"><span style="font-family: 'Verdana'">ve bana cevap veremez h</span></span><span style="color: black"><span style="font-family: 'Verdana'">â</span></span><span style="color: black"><span style="font-family: 'Verdana'">le gelmi</span></span><span style="color: black"><span style="font-family: 'Verdana'">ş</span></span><span style="color: black"><span style="font-family: 'Verdana'">ti.</span></span></p><p><span style="color: black"><span style="font-family: 'Verdana'">Daha sonra kendime gelmi</span></span><span style="color: black"><span style="font-family: 'Verdana'">ş</span></span><span style="color: black"><span style="font-family: 'Verdana'">im ve arkada</span></span><span style="color: black"><span style="font-family: 'Verdana'">ş</span></span><span style="color: black"><span style="font-family: 'Verdana'">lar</span></span><span style="color: black"><span style="font-family: 'Verdana'">ı</span></span><span style="color: black"><span style="font-family: 'Verdana'">m</span></span><span style="color: black"><span style="font-family: 'Verdana'">ı</span></span><span style="color: black"><span style="font-family: 'Verdana'">n anlatt</span></span><span style="color: black"><span style="font-family: 'Verdana'">ı</span></span><span style="color: black"><span style="font-family: 'Verdana'">klar</span></span><span style="color: black"><span style="font-family: 'Verdana'">ı</span></span><span style="color: black"><span style="font-family: 'Verdana'">na g</span></span><span style="color: black"><span style="font-family: 'Verdana'">ö</span></span><span style="color: black"><span style="font-family: 'Verdana'">re d</span></span><span style="color: black"><span style="font-family: 'Verdana'">ış</span></span><span style="color: black"><span style="font-family: 'Verdana'">ar</span></span><span style="color: black"><span style="font-family: 'Verdana'">ı</span></span><span style="color: black"><span style="font-family: 'Verdana'">daki ezan sesini duyup, namaz k</span></span><span style="color: black"><span style="font-family: 'Verdana'">ı</span></span><span style="color: black"><span style="font-family: 'Verdana'">lmak istemi</span></span><span style="color: black"><span style="font-family: 'Verdana'">ş</span></span><span style="color: black"><span style="font-family: 'Verdana'">im.</span></span></p><p><span style="color: black"><span style="font-family: 'Verdana'">Bu mektubu sizlere yazarak ba</span></span><span style="color: black"><span style="font-family: 'Verdana'">şı</span></span><span style="color: black"><span style="font-family: 'Verdana'">mdan ge</span></span><span style="color: black"><span style="font-family: 'Verdana'">ç</span></span><span style="color: black"><span style="font-family: 'Verdana'">en bu </span></span><span style="color: black"><span style="font-family: 'Verdana'">ü</span></span><span style="color: black"><span style="font-family: 'Verdana'">rpertici h</span></span><span style="color: black"><span style="font-family: 'Verdana'">â</span></span><span style="color: black"><span style="font-family: 'Verdana'">diseyi anlatmam</span></span><span style="color: black"><span style="font-family: 'Verdana'">ı</span></span><span style="color: black"><span style="font-family: 'Verdana'">n sebebi, iman hakikatlerine ne kadar muhta</span></span><span style="color: black"><span style="font-family: 'Verdana'">ç</span></span><span style="color: black"><span style="font-family: 'Verdana'"> oldu</span></span><span style="color: black"><span style="font-family: 'Verdana'">ğ</span></span><span style="color: black"><span style="font-family: 'Verdana'">umuzu ifade etmek i</span></span><span style="color: black"><span style="font-family: 'Verdana'">ç</span></span><span style="color: black"><span style="font-family: 'Verdana'">indir. </span></span><span style="color: black"><span style="font-family: 'Verdana'">Çü</span></span><span style="color: black"><span style="font-family: 'Verdana'">nk</span></span><span style="color: black"><span style="font-family: 'Verdana'">ü</span></span><span style="color: black"><span style="font-family: 'Verdana'"> son nefeste iman ile kabre gitmek ve onu cennet bah</span></span><span style="color: black"><span style="font-family: 'Verdana'">ç</span></span><span style="color: black"><span style="font-family: 'Verdana'">elerinden bir bah</span></span><span style="color: black"><span style="font-family: 'Verdana'">ç</span></span><span style="color: black"><span style="font-family: 'Verdana'">eye </span></span><span style="color: black"><span style="font-family: 'Verdana'">ç</span></span><span style="color: black"><span style="font-family: 'Verdana'">evirerek in</span></span><span style="color: black"><span style="font-family: 'Verdana'">ş</span></span><span style="color: black"><span style="font-family: 'Verdana'">aallah ebed</span></span><span style="color: black"><span style="font-family: 'Verdana'">î</span></span><span style="color: black"><span style="font-family: 'Verdana'"> saadeti kazanmak, tamamen bu hakikatlann elde edilmesine ba</span></span><span style="color: black"><span style="font-family: 'Verdana'">ğ</span></span><span style="color: black"><span style="font-family: 'Verdana'">l</span></span><span style="color: black"><span style="font-family: 'Verdana'">ı</span></span><span style="color: black"><span style="font-family: 'Verdana'">d</span></span><span style="color: black"><span style="font-family: 'Verdana'">ı</span></span><span style="color: black"><span style="font-family: 'Verdana'">r.</span></span></p><p><span style="color: black"><span style="font-family: 'Verdana'">Ş</span></span><span style="color: black"><span style="font-family: 'Verdana'">eytan</span></span><span style="color: black"><span style="font-family: 'Verdana'">ı</span></span><span style="color: black"><span style="font-family: 'Verdana'">n, </span></span><span style="color: black"><span style="font-family: 'Verdana'">ö</span></span><span style="color: black"><span style="font-family: 'Verdana'">l</span></span><span style="color: black"><span style="font-family: 'Verdana'">ü</span></span><span style="color: black"><span style="font-family: 'Verdana'">m an</span></span><span style="color: black"><span style="font-family: 'Verdana'">ı</span></span><span style="color: black"><span style="font-family: 'Verdana'">ndaki insanlara musallat old</span></span><span style="color: black"><span style="font-family: 'Verdana'">uğu</span></span><span style="color: black"><span style="font-family: 'Verdana'">n</span></span><span style="color: black"><span style="font-family: 'Verdana'">u</span></span><span style="color: black"><span style="font-family: 'Verdana'">, onlar</span></span><span style="color: black"><span style="font-family: 'Verdana'">ı</span></span><span style="color: black"><span style="font-family: 'Verdana'"> inkara sapt</span></span><span style="color: black"><span style="font-family: 'Verdana'">ı</span></span><span style="color: black"><span style="font-family: 'Verdana'">rmak i</span></span><span style="color: black"><span style="font-family: 'Verdana'">ç</span></span><span style="color: black"><span style="font-family: 'Verdana'">in ak</span></span><span style="color: black"><span style="font-family: 'Verdana'">ı</span></span><span style="color: black"><span style="font-family: 'Verdana'">llar</span></span><span style="color: black"><span style="font-family: 'Verdana'">ı</span></span><span style="color: black"><span style="font-family: 'Verdana'">na vesvese verdi</span></span><span style="color: black"><span style="font-family: 'Verdana'">ğ</span></span><span style="color: black"><span style="font-family: 'Verdana'">ini ve bu y</span></span><span style="color: black"><span style="font-family: 'Verdana'">ü</span></span><span style="color: black"><span style="font-family: 'Verdana'">zden de kuvvetli bir imana sahip olunmas</span></span><span style="color: black"><span style="font-family: 'Verdana'">ı</span></span><span style="color: black"><span style="font-family: 'Verdana'"> gerekti</span></span><span style="color: black"><span style="font-family: 'Verdana'">ğ</span></span><span style="color: black"><span style="font-family: 'Verdana'">ini b</span></span><span style="color: black"><span style="font-family: 'Verdana'">ü</span></span><span style="color: black"><span style="font-family: 'Verdana'">t</span></span><span style="color: black"><span style="font-family: 'Verdana'">ü</span></span><span style="color: black"><span style="font-family: 'Verdana'">n m</span></span><span style="color: black"><span style="font-family: 'Verdana'">ü</span></span><span style="color: black"><span style="font-family: 'Verdana'">'min karde</span></span><span style="color: black"><span style="font-family: 'Verdana'">ş</span></span><span style="color: black"><span style="font-family: 'Verdana'">lerimiz biliyordur. Fakat ben, bu durumun bir </span></span><span style="color: black"><span style="font-family: 'Verdana'">ö</span></span><span style="color: black"><span style="font-family: 'Verdana'">rne</span></span><span style="color: black"><span style="font-family: 'Verdana'">ğ</span></span><span style="color: black"><span style="font-family: 'Verdana'">im, </span></span><span style="color: black"><span style="font-family: 'Verdana'">ö</span></span><span style="color: black"><span style="font-family: 'Verdana'">l</span></span><span style="color: black"><span style="font-family: 'Verdana'">ü</span></span><span style="color: black"><span style="font-family: 'Verdana'">m </span></span><span style="color: black"><span style="font-family: 'Verdana'">ö</span></span><span style="color: black"><span style="font-family: 'Verdana'">ncesinde, Cen</span></span><span style="color: black"><span style="font-family: 'Verdana'">â</span></span><span style="color: black"><span style="font-family: 'Verdana'">b-</span></span><span style="color: black"><span style="font-family: 'Verdana'">ı</span></span><span style="color: black"><span style="font-family: 'Verdana'"> Hakk</span></span><span style="color: black"><span style="font-family: 'Verdana'">ı</span></span><span style="color: black"><span style="font-family: 'Verdana'">n izniyle ya</span></span><span style="color: black"><span style="font-family: 'Verdana'">ş</span></span><span style="color: black"><span style="font-family: 'Verdana'">ad</span></span><span style="color: black"><span style="font-family: 'Verdana'">ı</span></span><span style="color: black"><span style="font-family: 'Verdana'">m. Ve bu h</span></span><span style="color: black"><span style="font-family: 'Verdana'">â</span></span><span style="color: black"><span style="font-family: 'Verdana'">diseyi de Zafer Dergisi kanal</span></span><span style="color: black"><span style="font-family: 'Verdana'">ı</span></span><span style="color: black"><span style="font-family: 'Verdana'">yla b</span></span><span style="color: black"><span style="font-family: 'Verdana'">ü</span></span><span style="color: black"><span style="font-family: 'Verdana'">t</span></span><span style="color: black"><span style="font-family: 'Verdana'">ü</span></span><span style="color: black"><span style="font-family: 'Verdana'">n inananlara anlatmay</span></span><span style="color: black"><span style="font-family: 'Verdana'">ı</span></span><span style="color: black"><span style="font-family: 'Verdana'"> bir vazife bildim. </span></span><span style="color: black"><span style="font-family: 'Verdana'">İ</span></span><span style="color: black"><span style="font-family: 'Verdana'">n</span></span><span style="color: black"><span style="font-family: 'Verdana'">ş</span></span><span style="color: black"><span style="font-family: 'Verdana'">aallah bir al</span></span><span style="color: black"><span style="font-family: 'Verdana'">â</span></span><span style="color: black"><span style="font-family: 'Verdana'">met-i gurur olmam</span></span><span style="color: black"><span style="font-family: 'Verdana'">ış</span></span><span style="color: black"><span style="font-family: 'Verdana'">t</span></span><span style="color: black"><span style="font-family: 'Verdana'">ı</span></span><span style="color: black"><span style="font-family: 'Verdana'">r.<a href="http://www.tevhid.gen.tr/newthread.php?do=newthread&f=60#_ftn1" target="_blank"><span style="color: black"><span style="font-family: 'Verdana'">[1]</span></span></a></span></span></p></blockquote><p></p>
[QUOTE="bizar, post: 140891, member: 12884"] [B][COLOR=black][FONT=Verdana]KOMADA DUYULAN SES[/FONT][/COLOR][/B][FONT=Verdana][/FONT] [COLOR=black][FONT=Verdana]1989 y[/FONT][/COLOR][COLOR=black][FONT=Verdana]ı[/FONT][/COLOR][COLOR=black][FONT=Verdana]l[/FONT][/COLOR][COLOR=black][FONT=Verdana]ı[/FONT][/COLOR][COLOR=black][FONT=Verdana]nda ge[/FONT][/COLOR][COLOR=black][FONT=Verdana]ç[/FONT][/COLOR][COLOR=black][FONT=Verdana]irdi[/FONT][/COLOR][COLOR=black][FONT=Verdana]ğ[/FONT][/COLOR][COLOR=black][FONT=Verdana]im bir trafik kazas[/FONT][/COLOR][COLOR=black][FONT=Verdana]ı[/FONT][/COLOR][COLOR=black][FONT=Verdana] sonucunda koma halinde hastaneye kald[/FONT][/COLOR][COLOR=black][FONT=Verdana]ı[/FONT][/COLOR][COLOR=black][FONT=Verdana]r[/FONT][/COLOR][COLOR=black][FONT=Verdana]ı[/FONT][/COLOR][COLOR=black][FONT=Verdana]lm[/FONT][/COLOR][COLOR=black][FONT=Verdana]ış[/FONT][/COLOR][COLOR=black][FONT=Verdana]t[/FONT][/COLOR][COLOR=black][FONT=Verdana]ı[/FONT][/COLOR][COLOR=black][FONT=Verdana]m. Yan[/FONT][/COLOR][COLOR=black][FONT=Verdana]ı[/FONT][/COLOR][COLOR=black][FONT=Verdana]mda bulunan e[/FONT][/COLOR][COLOR=black][FONT=Verdana]ş[/FONT][/COLOR][COLOR=black][FONT=Verdana]im vefat etmi[/FONT][/COLOR][COLOR=black][FONT=Verdana]ş[/FONT][/COLOR][COLOR=black][FONT=Verdana], beni kontrol eden doktor, kan deryas[/FONT][/COLOR][COLOR=black][FONT=Verdana]ı[/FONT][/COLOR][COLOR=black][FONT=Verdana] i[/FONT][/COLOR][COLOR=black][FONT=Verdana]ç[/FONT][/COLOR][COLOR=black][FONT=Verdana]inde kalan v[/FONT][/COLOR][COLOR=black][FONT=Verdana]ü[/FONT][/COLOR][COLOR=black][FONT=Verdana]cudumda bir hayat emaresi g[/FONT][/COLOR][COLOR=black][FONT=Verdana]ö[/FONT][/COLOR][COLOR=black][FONT=Verdana]remedi[/FONT][/COLOR][COLOR=black][FONT=Verdana]ğ[/FONT][/COLOR][COLOR=black][FONT=Verdana]inden, bana da [/FONT][/COLOR][COLOR=black][FONT=Verdana]ö[/FONT][/COLOR][COLOR=black][FONT=Verdana]l[/FONT][/COLOR][COLOR=black][FONT=Verdana]ü[/FONT][/COLOR][COLOR=black][FONT=Verdana] raporu vermi[/FONT][/COLOR][COLOR=black][FONT=Verdana]ş[/FONT][/COLOR][COLOR=black][FONT=Verdana]ti. O ak[/FONT][/COLOR][COLOR=black][FONT=Verdana]ş[/FONT][/COLOR][COLOR=black][FONT=Verdana]amki TRT haber b[/FONT][/COLOR][COLOR=black][FONT=Verdana]ü[/FONT][/COLOR][COLOR=black][FONT=Verdana]lteninde, kazada [/FONT][/COLOR][COLOR=black][FONT=Verdana]ö[/FONT][/COLOR][COLOR=black][FONT=Verdana]len ki[/FONT][/COLOR][COLOR=black][FONT=Verdana]ş[/FONT][/COLOR][COLOR=black][FONT=Verdana]ilerin aras[/FONT][/COLOR][COLOR=black][FONT=Verdana]ı[/FONT][/COLOR][COLOR=black][FONT=Verdana]nda benim de ismim bulunuyordu.[/FONT][/COLOR][FONT=Verdana][/FONT] [COLOR=black][FONT=Verdana]Daha sonralar[/FONT][/COLOR][COLOR=black][FONT=Verdana]ı[/FONT][/COLOR][COLOR=black][FONT=Verdana] [/FONT][/COLOR][COLOR=black][FONT=Verdana]ö[/FONT][/COLOR][COLOR=black][FONT=Verdana]lmedi[/FONT][/COLOR][COLOR=black][FONT=Verdana]ğ[/FONT][/COLOR][COLOR=black][FONT=Verdana]im anla[/FONT][/COLOR][COLOR=black][FONT=Verdana]şı[/FONT][/COLOR][COLOR=black][FONT=Verdana]lm[/FONT][/COLOR][COLOR=black][FONT=Verdana]ış[/FONT][/COLOR][COLOR=black][FONT=Verdana] ve [/FONT][/COLOR][COLOR=black][FONT=Verdana]üç[/FONT][/COLOR][COLOR=black][FONT=Verdana] g[/FONT][/COLOR][COLOR=black][FONT=Verdana]ü[/FONT][/COLOR][COLOR=black][FONT=Verdana]n devam eden koma halinden sonra kendime gelmi[/FONT][/COLOR][COLOR=black][FONT=Verdana]ş[/FONT][/COLOR][COLOR=black][FONT=Verdana]tim. Fakat kazadaki darbelerin tesiriyle g[/FONT][/COLOR][COLOR=black][FONT=Verdana]ö[/FONT][/COLOR][COLOR=black][FONT=Verdana]zlerimi a[/FONT][/COLOR][COLOR=black][FONT=Verdana]ç[/FONT][/COLOR][COLOR=black][FONT=Verdana]am[/FONT][/COLOR][COLOR=black][FONT=Verdana]ı[/FONT][/COLOR][COLOR=black][FONT=Verdana]yor, v[/FONT][/COLOR][COLOR=black][FONT=Verdana]ü[/FONT][/COLOR][COLOR=black][FONT=Verdana]cudumun hi[/FONT][/COLOR][COLOR=black][FONT=Verdana]ç[/FONT][/COLOR][COLOR=black][FONT=Verdana]bir noktas[/FONT][/COLOR][COLOR=black][FONT=Verdana]ı[/FONT][/COLOR][COLOR=black][FONT=Verdana]n[/FONT][/COLOR][COLOR=black][FONT=Verdana]ı[/FONT][/COLOR][COLOR=black][FONT=Verdana] k[/FONT][/COLOR][COLOR=black][FONT=Verdana]ı[/FONT][/COLOR][COLOR=black][FONT=Verdana]m[/FONT][/COLOR][COLOR=black][FONT=Verdana]ı[/FONT][/COLOR][COLOR=black][FONT=Verdana]ldatam[/FONT][/COLOR][COLOR=black][FONT=Verdana]ı[/FONT][/COLOR][COLOR=black][FONT=Verdana]yordum. Koluma tak[/FONT][/COLOR][COLOR=black][FONT=Verdana]ı[/FONT][/COLOR][COLOR=black][FONT=Verdana]lan serumdaki uyu[/FONT][/COLOR][COLOR=black][FONT=Verdana]ş[/FONT][/COLOR][COLOR=black][FONT=Verdana]turucular[/FONT][/COLOR][COLOR=black][FONT=Verdana]ı[/FONT][/COLOR][COLOR=black][FONT=Verdana]n tesiriyle de, fazla bir [/FONT][/COLOR][COLOR=black][FONT=Verdana]ş[/FONT][/COLOR][COLOR=black][FONT=Verdana]ey d[/FONT][/COLOR][COLOR=black][FONT=Verdana]üşü[/FONT][/COLOR][COLOR=black][FONT=Verdana]nemez h[/FONT][/COLOR][COLOR=black][FONT=Verdana]â[/FONT][/COLOR][COLOR=black][FONT=Verdana]le gelmi[/FONT][/COLOR][COLOR=black][FONT=Verdana]ş[/FONT][/COLOR][COLOR=black][FONT=Verdana]tim. Tam man[/FONT][/COLOR][COLOR=black][FONT=Verdana]â[/FONT][/COLOR][COLOR=black][FONT=Verdana]s[/FONT][/COLOR][COLOR=black][FONT=Verdana]ı[/FONT][/COLOR][COLOR=black][FONT=Verdana]yla ya[/FONT][/COLOR][COLOR=black][FONT=Verdana]ş[/FONT][/COLOR][COLOR=black][FONT=Verdana]ayan bir [/FONT][/COLOR][COLOR=black][FONT=Verdana]ö[/FONT][/COLOR][COLOR=black][FONT=Verdana]l[/FONT][/COLOR][COLOR=black][FONT=Verdana]ü[/FONT][/COLOR][COLOR=black][FONT=Verdana] gibiydim. [/FONT][/COLOR][COLOR=black][FONT=Verdana]İ[/FONT][/COLOR][COLOR=black][FONT=Verdana]lk [/FONT][/COLOR][COLOR=black][FONT=Verdana]ö[/FONT][/COLOR][COLOR=black][FONT=Verdana]nce kendimi [/FONT][/COLOR][COLOR=black][FONT=Verdana]ç[/FONT][/COLOR][COLOR=black][FONT=Verdana]ok a[/FONT][/COLOR][COLOR=black][FONT=Verdana]ğı[/FONT][/COLOR][COLOR=black][FONT=Verdana]r bir uykuda zannettim. Bir t[/FONT][/COLOR][COLOR=black][FONT=Verdana]ü[/FONT][/COLOR][COLOR=black][FONT=Verdana]rl[/FONT][/COLOR][COLOR=black][FONT=Verdana]ü[/FONT][/COLOR][FONT=Verdana] [/FONT][COLOR=black][FONT=Verdana]uyanamad[/FONT][/COLOR][COLOR=black][FONT=Verdana]ığı[/FONT][/COLOR][COLOR=black][FONT=Verdana]m bir uykuda. Bu s[/FONT][/COLOR][COLOR=black][FONT=Verdana]ı[/FONT][/COLOR][COLOR=black][FONT=Verdana]rada ba[/FONT][/COLOR][COLOR=black][FONT=Verdana]ş[/FONT][/COLOR][COLOR=black][FONT=Verdana]ucumdaki konu[/FONT][/COLOR][COLOR=black][FONT=Verdana]ş[/FONT][/COLOR][COLOR=black][FONT=Verdana]malar[/FONT][/COLOR][COLOR=black][FONT=Verdana]ı[/FONT][/COLOR][COLOR=black][FONT=Verdana] duydum.[/FONT][/COLOR][FONT=Verdana] [/FONT][COLOR=black][FONT=Verdana]Sesinden tan[/FONT][/COLOR][COLOR=black][FONT=Verdana]ı[/FONT][/COLOR][COLOR=black][FONT=Verdana]d[/FONT][/COLOR][COLOR=black][FONT=Verdana]ığı[/FONT][/COLOR][COLOR=black][FONT=Verdana]m amcam:[/FONT][/COLOR][FONT=Verdana][/FONT] [COLOR=black][FONT=Verdana]—[/FONT][/COLOR][COLOR=black][FONT=Verdana] Doktor bey, [/FONT][/COLOR][COLOR=black][FONT=Verdana]üç[/FONT][/COLOR][COLOR=black][FONT=Verdana] g[/FONT][/COLOR][COLOR=black][FONT=Verdana]ü[/FONT][/COLOR][COLOR=black][FONT=Verdana]nd[/FONT][/COLOR][COLOR=black][FONT=Verdana]ü[/FONT][/COLOR][COLOR=black][FONT=Verdana]r hi[/FONT][/COLOR][COLOR=black][FONT=Verdana]ç[/FONT][/COLOR][COLOR=black][FONT=Verdana]bir geli[/FONT][/COLOR][COLOR=black][FONT=Verdana]ş[/FONT][/COLOR][COLOR=black][FONT=Verdana]me yok, diyordu. M[/FONT][/COLOR][COLOR=black][FONT=Verdana]ü[/FONT][/COLOR][COLOR=black][FONT=Verdana]saade ederseniz, hastam[/FONT][/COLOR][COLOR=black][FONT=Verdana]ı[/FONT][/COLOR][COLOR=black][FONT=Verdana]z[/FONT][/COLOR][COLOR=black][FONT=Verdana]ı[/FONT][/COLOR][COLOR=black][FONT=Verdana] Ankara'ya g[/FONT][/COLOR][COLOR=black][FONT=Verdana]ö[/FONT][/COLOR][COLOR=black][FONT=Verdana]t[/FONT][/COLOR][COLOR=black][FONT=Verdana]ü[/FONT][/COLOR][COLOR=black][FONT=Verdana]relim.”[/FONT][/COLOR][FONT=Verdana] [/FONT][COLOR=black][FONT=Verdana]Doktor ise:[/FONT][/COLOR][FONT=Verdana][/FONT] [COLOR=black][FONT=Verdana]—[/FONT][/COLOR][COLOR=black][FONT=Verdana] Hastan[/FONT][/COLOR][COLOR=black][FONT=Verdana]ı[/FONT][/COLOR][COLOR=black][FONT=Verdana]z her an [/FONT][/COLOR][COLOR=black][FONT=Verdana]ö[/FONT][/COLOR][COLOR=black][FONT=Verdana]lebilir, diye cevap verdi. Bu durumda nakline izin vermek cinayettir. Zaten b[/FONT][/COLOR][COLOR=black][FONT=Verdana]ö[/FONT][/COLOR][COLOR=black][FONT=Verdana]yle bir mesuliyetin alt[/FONT][/COLOR][COLOR=black][FONT=Verdana]ı[/FONT][/COLOR][COLOR=black][FONT=Verdana]na da giremem.[/FONT][/COLOR][FONT=Verdana][/FONT] [COLOR=black][FONT=Verdana]Bu konu[/FONT][/COLOR][COLOR=black][FONT=Verdana]ş[/FONT][/COLOR][COLOR=black][FONT=Verdana]malar [/FONT][/COLOR][COLOR=black][FONT=Verdana]ü[/FONT][/COLOR][COLOR=black][FONT=Verdana]zerine b[/FONT][/COLOR][COLOR=black][FONT=Verdana]ü[/FONT][/COLOR][COLOR=black][FONT=Verdana]y[/FONT][/COLOR][COLOR=black][FONT=Verdana]ü[/FONT][/COLOR][COLOR=black][FONT=Verdana]k bir kaza ge[/FONT][/COLOR][COLOR=black][FONT=Verdana]ç[/FONT][/COLOR][COLOR=black][FONT=Verdana]irdi[/FONT][/COLOR][COLOR=black][FONT=Verdana]ğ[/FONT][/COLOR][COLOR=black][FONT=Verdana]imi anlam[/FONT][/COLOR][COLOR=black][FONT=Verdana]ış[/FONT][/COLOR][COLOR=black][FONT=Verdana] ve doktorun "Her an [/FONT][/COLOR][COLOR=black][FONT=Verdana]ö[/FONT][/COLOR][COLOR=black][FONT=Verdana]lebilir" s[/FONT][/COLOR][COLOR=black][FONT=Verdana]ö[/FONT][/COLOR][COLOR=black][FONT=Verdana]z[/FONT][/COLOR][COLOR=black][FONT=Verdana]ü[/FONT][/COLOR][COLOR=black][FONT=Verdana]yle deh[/FONT][/COLOR][COLOR=black][FONT=Verdana]ş[/FONT][/COLOR][COLOR=black][FONT=Verdana]ete kap[/FONT][/COLOR][COLOR=black][FONT=Verdana]ı[/FONT][/COLOR][COLOR=black][FONT=Verdana]lm[/FONT][/COLOR][COLOR=black][FONT=Verdana]ış[/FONT][/COLOR][COLOR=black][FONT=Verdana]t[/FONT][/COLOR][COLOR=black][FONT=Verdana]ı[/FONT][/COLOR][COLOR=black][FONT=Verdana]m. Fakat duyma ve d[/FONT][/COLOR][COLOR=black][FONT=Verdana]üşü[/FONT][/COLOR][COLOR=black][FONT=Verdana]nme duygular[/FONT][/COLOR][COLOR=black][FONT=Verdana]ı[/FONT][/COLOR][COLOR=black][FONT=Verdana]m[/FONT][/COLOR][COLOR=black][FONT=Verdana]ı[/FONT][/COLOR][COLOR=black][FONT=Verdana]n d[/FONT][/COLOR][COLOR=black][FONT=Verdana]ışı[/FONT][/COLOR][COLOR=black][FONT=Verdana]ndaki b[/FONT][/COLOR][COLOR=black][FONT=Verdana]ü[/FONT][/COLOR][COLOR=black][FONT=Verdana]t[/FONT][/COLOR][COLOR=black][FONT=Verdana]ü[/FONT][/COLOR][COLOR=black][FONT=Verdana]n fonksiyonlar[/FONT][/COLOR][COLOR=black][FONT=Verdana]ı[/FONT][/COLOR][COLOR=black][FONT=Verdana]m[/FONT][/COLOR][COLOR=black][FONT=Verdana]ı[/FONT][/COLOR][COLOR=black][FONT=Verdana] kaybetti[/FONT][/COLOR][COLOR=black][FONT=Verdana]ğ[/FONT][/COLOR][COLOR=black][FONT=Verdana]imi hissediyordum. [/FONT][/COLOR][COLOR=black][FONT=Verdana]Ö[/FONT][/COLOR][COLOR=black][FONT=Verdana]lmekten [/FONT][/COLOR][COLOR=black][FONT=Verdana]ç[/FONT][/COLOR][COLOR=black][FONT=Verdana]ok Cen[/FONT][/COLOR][COLOR=black][FONT=Verdana]â[/FONT][/COLOR][COLOR=black][FONT=Verdana]b-[/FONT][/COLOR][COLOR=black][FONT=Verdana]ı[/FONT][/COLOR][COLOR=black][FONT=Verdana] Hakk'a hesap verememekten korkuyor ve bo[/FONT][/COLOR][COLOR=black][FONT=Verdana]ğ[/FONT][/COLOR][COLOR=black][FONT=Verdana]az[/FONT][/COLOR][COLOR=black][FONT=Verdana]ı[/FONT][/COLOR][COLOR=black][FONT=Verdana]m s[/FONT][/COLOR][COLOR=black][FONT=Verdana]ı[/FONT][/COLOR][COLOR=black][FONT=Verdana]k[/FONT][/COLOR][COLOR=black][FONT=Verdana]ı[/FONT][/COLOR][COLOR=black][FONT=Verdana]lm[/FONT][/COLOR][COLOR=black][FONT=Verdana]ış [/FONT][/COLOR][COLOR=black][FONT=Verdana]gibi s[/FONT][/COLOR][COLOR=black][FONT=Verdana]ı[/FONT][/COLOR][COLOR=black][FONT=Verdana]k s[/FONT][/COLOR][COLOR=black][FONT=Verdana]ı[/FONT][/COLOR][COLOR=black][FONT=Verdana]k nefes al[/FONT][/COLOR][COLOR=black][FONT=Verdana]ı[/FONT][/COLOR][COLOR=black][FONT=Verdana]yordum.[/FONT][/COLOR][FONT=Verdana][/FONT] [COLOR=black][FONT=Verdana]Ruhumu teslim etmekte oldu[/FONT][/COLOR][COLOR=black][FONT=Verdana]ğ[/FONT][/COLOR][COLOR=black][FONT=Verdana]umu zannederken, nereden geldi[/FONT][/COLOR][COLOR=black][FONT=Verdana]ğ[/FONT][/COLOR][COLOR=black][FONT=Verdana]ini anlayamad[/FONT][/COLOR][COLOR=black][FONT=Verdana]ığı[/FONT][/COLOR][COLOR=black][FONT=Verdana]m bir ses, benimle konu[/FONT][/COLOR][COLOR=black][FONT=Verdana]ş[/FONT][/COLOR][COLOR=black][FONT=Verdana]maya ba[/FONT][/COLOR][COLOR=black][FONT=Verdana]ş[/FONT][/COLOR][COLOR=black][FONT=Verdana]lad[/FONT][/COLOR][COLOR=black][FONT=Verdana]ı[/FONT][/COLOR][COLOR=black][FONT=Verdana]. Ve ne i[/FONT][/COLOR][COLOR=black][FONT=Verdana]ç[/FONT][/COLOR][COLOR=black][FONT=Verdana]in bu kadar korktu[/FONT][/COLOR][COLOR=black][FONT=Verdana]ğ[/FONT][/COLOR][COLOR=black][FONT=Verdana]umu sordu. Sebebini s[/FONT][/COLOR][COLOR=black][FONT=Verdana]ö[/FONT][/COLOR][COLOR=black][FONT=Verdana]yledi[/FONT][/COLOR][COLOR=black][FONT=Verdana]ğ[/FONT][/COLOR][COLOR=black][FONT=Verdana]imde, ayn[/FONT][/COLOR][COLOR=black][FONT=Verdana]ı[/FONT][/COLOR][COLOR=black][FONT=Verdana] ses:[/FONT][/COLOR][FONT=Verdana][/FONT] [COLOR=black][FONT=Verdana]—[/FONT][/COLOR][COLOR=black][FONT=Verdana] Korkacak hi[/FONT][/COLOR][COLOR=black][FONT=Verdana]ç[/FONT][/COLOR][COLOR=black][FONT=Verdana]bir [/FONT][/COLOR][COLOR=black][FONT=Verdana]ş[/FONT][/COLOR][COLOR=black][FONT=Verdana]ey yok, dedi. Tamamen as[/FONT][/COLOR][COLOR=black][FONT=Verdana]ı[/FONT][/COLOR][COLOR=black][FONT=Verdana]ls[/FONT][/COLOR][COLOR=black][FONT=Verdana]ı[/FONT][/COLOR][COLOR=black][FONT=Verdana]z ve hurafe [/FONT][/COLOR][COLOR=black][FONT=Verdana]ş[/FONT][/COLOR][COLOR=black][FONT=Verdana]eylere inand[/FONT][/COLOR][COLOR=black][FONT=Verdana]ı[/FONT][/COLOR][COLOR=black][FONT=Verdana]r[/FONT][/COLOR][COLOR=black][FONT=Verdana]ı[/FONT][/COLOR][COLOR=black][FONT=Verdana]ld[/FONT][/COLOR][COLOR=black][FONT=Verdana]ığı[/FONT][/COLOR][COLOR=black][FONT=Verdana]n i[/FONT][/COLOR][COLOR=black][FONT=Verdana]ç[/FONT][/COLOR][COLOR=black][FONT=Verdana]in b[/FONT][/COLOR][COLOR=black][FONT=Verdana]ö[/FONT][/COLOR][COLOR=black][FONT=Verdana]yle s[/FONT][/COLOR][COLOR=black][FONT=Verdana]ı[/FONT][/COLOR][COLOR=black][FONT=Verdana]k[/FONT][/COLOR][COLOR=black][FONT=Verdana]ı[/FONT][/COLOR][COLOR=black][FONT=Verdana]nt[/FONT][/COLOR][COLOR=black][FONT=Verdana]ı ç[/FONT][/COLOR][COLOR=black][FONT=Verdana]ekiyorsun. Allah ve [/FONT][/COLOR][COLOR=black][FONT=Verdana]â[/FONT][/COLOR][COLOR=black][FONT=Verdana]hiret g[/FONT][/COLOR][COLOR=black][FONT=Verdana]ü[/FONT][/COLOR][COLOR=black][FONT=Verdana]n[/FONT][/COLOR][COLOR=black][FONT=Verdana]ü[/FONT][/COLOR][COLOR=black][FONT=Verdana] diye bir [/FONT][/COLOR][COLOR=black][FONT=Verdana]ş[/FONT][/COLOR][COLOR=black][FONT=Verdana]ey yok ki s[/FONT][/COLOR][COLOR=black][FONT=Verdana]ı[/FONT][/COLOR][COLOR=black][FONT=Verdana]k[/FONT][/COLOR][COLOR=black][FONT=Verdana]ı[/FONT][/COLOR][COLOR=black][FONT=Verdana]nt[/FONT][/COLOR][COLOR=black][FONT=Verdana]ı[/FONT][/COLOR][COLOR=black][FONT=Verdana]s[/FONT][/COLOR][COLOR=black][FONT=Verdana]ı[/FONT][/COLOR][COLOR=black][FONT=Verdana] olsun. Sana bunlar[/FONT][/COLOR][COLOR=black][FONT=Verdana]ı[/FONT][/COLOR][COLOR=black][FONT=Verdana]n bo[/FONT][/COLOR][COLOR=black][FONT=Verdana]ş[/FONT][/COLOR][COLOR=black][FONT=Verdana] [/FONT][/COLOR][COLOR=black][FONT=Verdana]ş[/FONT][/COLOR][COLOR=black][FONT=Verdana]eyler oldu[/FONT][/COLOR][COLOR=black][FONT=Verdana]ğ[/FONT][/COLOR][COLOR=black][FONT=Verdana]unu ispat edece[/FONT][/COLOR][COLOR=black][FONT=Verdana]ğ[/FONT][/COLOR][COLOR=black][FONT=Verdana]im. E[/FONT][/COLOR][COLOR=black][FONT=Verdana]ğ[/FONT][/COLOR][COLOR=black][FONT=Verdana]er beni tasdik edersen, hi[/FONT][/COLOR][COLOR=black][FONT=Verdana]ç[/FONT][/COLOR][COLOR=black][FONT=Verdana]bir s[/FONT][/COLOR][COLOR=black][FONT=Verdana]ı[/FONT][/COLOR][COLOR=black][FONT=Verdana]k[/FONT][/COLOR][COLOR=black][FONT=Verdana]ı[/FONT][/COLOR][COLOR=black][FONT=Verdana]nt[/FONT][/COLOR][COLOR=black][FONT=Verdana]ı[/FONT][/COLOR][COLOR=black][FONT=Verdana] ve endi[/FONT][/COLOR][COLOR=black][FONT=Verdana]ş[/FONT][/COLOR][COLOR=black][FONT=Verdana]en kalmad[/FONT][/COLOR][COLOR=black][FONT=Verdana]ığı[/FONT][/COLOR][COLOR=black][FONT=Verdana]n[/FONT][/COLOR][COLOR=black][FONT=Verdana]ı[/FONT][/COLOR][COLOR=black][FONT=Verdana] g[/FONT][/COLOR][COLOR=black][FONT=Verdana]ö[/FONT][/COLOR][COLOR=black][FONT=Verdana]receksin.[/FONT][/COLOR][FONT=Verdana][/FONT] [COLOR=black][FONT=Verdana]Kendimi, y[/FONT][/COLOR][COLOR=black][FONT=Verdana]ı[/FONT][/COLOR][COLOR=black][FONT=Verdana]k[/FONT][/COLOR][COLOR=black][FONT=Verdana]ı[/FONT][/COLOR][COLOR=black][FONT=Verdana]lan bir da[/FONT][/COLOR][COLOR=black][FONT=Verdana]ğı[/FONT][/COLOR][COLOR=black][FONT=Verdana]n alt[/FONT][/COLOR][COLOR=black][FONT=Verdana]ı[/FONT][/COLOR][COLOR=black][FONT=Verdana]nda kalm[/FONT][/COLOR][COLOR=black][FONT=Verdana]ış[/FONT][/COLOR][COLOR=black][FONT=Verdana] gibi hissetti[/FONT][/COLOR][COLOR=black][FONT=Verdana]ğ[/FONT][/COLOR][COLOR=black][FONT=Verdana]im i[/FONT][/COLOR][COLOR=black][FONT=Verdana]ç[/FONT][/COLOR][COLOR=black][FONT=Verdana]in:[/FONT][/COLOR][FONT=Verdana][/FONT] [COLOR=black][FONT=Verdana]—[/FONT][/COLOR][COLOR=black][FONT=Verdana] Peki hemen anlat ve beni bu s[/FONT][/COLOR][COLOR=black][FONT=Verdana]ı[/FONT][/COLOR][COLOR=black][FONT=Verdana]k[/FONT][/COLOR][COLOR=black][FONT=Verdana]ı[/FONT][/COLOR][COLOR=black][FONT=Verdana]nt[/FONT][/COLOR][COLOR=black][FONT=Verdana]ı[/FONT][/COLOR][COLOR=black][FONT=Verdana]dan kurtar, dedim. O ses:[/FONT][/COLOR] [COLOR=black][FONT=Verdana]_ Biliyorsun ki [/FONT][/COLOR][COLOR=black][FONT=Verdana]ç[/FONT][/COLOR][COLOR=black][FONT=Verdana]ekirdekler [/FONT][/COLOR][COLOR=black][FONT=Verdana]ö[/FONT][/COLOR][COLOR=black][FONT=Verdana]nce fidan, sonra a[/FONT][/COLOR][COLOR=black][FONT=Verdana]ğ[/FONT][/COLOR][COLOR=black][FONT=Verdana]a[/FONT][/COLOR][COLOR=black][FONT=Verdana]ç[/FONT][/COLOR][COLOR=black][FONT=Verdana] olur, dedi. Daha sonra da [/FONT][/COLOR][COLOR=black][FONT=Verdana]ö[/FONT][/COLOR][COLOR=black][FONT=Verdana]mr[/FONT][/COLOR][COLOR=black][FONT=Verdana]ü[/FONT][/COLOR][COLOR=black][FONT=Verdana]n[/FONT][/COLOR][COLOR=black][FONT=Verdana]ü[/FONT][/COLOR][COLOR=black][FONT=Verdana] tamamlar sulan [/FONT][/COLOR][COLOR=black][FONT=Verdana]ç[/FONT][/COLOR][COLOR=black][FONT=Verdana]ekilir, kurur ve topra[/FONT][/COLOR][COLOR=black][FONT=Verdana]ğ[/FONT][/COLOR][COLOR=black][FONT=Verdana]a kar[/FONT][/COLOR][COLOR=black][FONT=Verdana]ışı[/FONT][/COLOR][COLOR=black][FONT=Verdana]rlar. Hayvanlar da bizim gibi do[/FONT][/COLOR][COLOR=black][FONT=Verdana]ğ[/FONT][/COLOR][COLOR=black][FONT=Verdana]ar, b[/FONT][/COLOR][COLOR=black][FONT=Verdana]ü[/FONT][/COLOR][COLOR=black][FONT=Verdana]y[/FONT][/COLOR][COLOR=black][FONT=Verdana]ü[/FONT][/COLOR][COLOR=black][FONT=Verdana]r, geli[/FONT][/COLOR][COLOR=black][FONT=Verdana]ş[/FONT][/COLOR][COLOR=black][FONT=Verdana]ir ve [/FONT][/COLOR][COLOR=black][FONT=Verdana]ö[/FONT][/COLOR][COLOR=black][FONT=Verdana]m[/FONT][/COLOR][COLOR=black][FONT=Verdana]ü[/FONT][/COLOR][COLOR=black][FONT=Verdana]rlerini tamamlad[/FONT][/COLOR][COLOR=black][FONT=Verdana]ığı[/FONT][/COLOR][COLOR=black][FONT=Verdana]nda toprak olurlar. Sen o a[/FONT][/COLOR][COLOR=black][FONT=Verdana]ğ[/FONT][/COLOR][COLOR=black][FONT=Verdana]a[/FONT][/COLOR][COLOR=black][FONT=Verdana]ç[/FONT][/COLOR][COLOR=black][FONT=Verdana]lar[/FONT][/COLOR][COLOR=black][FONT=Verdana]ı[/FONT][/COLOR][COLOR=black][FONT=Verdana]n veya hayvanlar[/FONT][/COLOR][COLOR=black][FONT=Verdana]ı[/FONT][/COLOR][COLOR=black][FONT=Verdana]n, senin gibi endi[/FONT][/COLOR][COLOR=black][FONT=Verdana]ş[/FONT][/COLOR][COLOR=black][FONT=Verdana]e duyup, korktuklar[/FONT][/COLOR][COLOR=black][FONT=Verdana]ı[/FONT][/COLOR][COLOR=black][FONT=Verdana]n[/FONT][/COLOR][COLOR=black][FONT=Verdana]ı [/FONT][/COLOR][COLOR=black][FONT=Verdana]g[/FONT][/COLOR][COLOR=black][FONT=Verdana]ö[/FONT][/COLOR][COLOR=black][FONT=Verdana]rd[/FONT][/COLOR][COLOR=black][FONT=Verdana]ü[/FONT][/COLOR][COLOR=black][FONT=Verdana]n m[/FONT][/COLOR][COLOR=black][FONT=Verdana]ü[/FONT][/COLOR][COLOR=black][FONT=Verdana]? Elbette hay[/FONT][/COLOR][COLOR=black][FONT=Verdana]ı[/FONT][/COLOR][COLOR=black][FONT=Verdana]r. [/FONT][/COLOR][COLOR=black][FONT=Verdana]Çü[/FONT][/COLOR][COLOR=black][FONT=Verdana]nk[/FONT][/COLOR][COLOR=black][FONT=Verdana]ü[/FONT][/COLOR][COLOR=black][FONT=Verdana] onlar, b[/FONT][/COLOR][COLOR=black][FONT=Verdana]â[/FONT][/COLOR][COLOR=black][FONT=Verdana]t[/FONT][/COLOR][COLOR=black][FONT=Verdana]ı[/FONT][/COLOR][COLOR=black][FONT=Verdana]l [/FONT][/COLOR][COLOR=black][FONT=Verdana]ş[/FONT][/COLOR][COLOR=black][FONT=Verdana]eylere inand[/FONT][/COLOR][COLOR=black][FONT=Verdana]ı[/FONT][/COLOR][COLOR=black][FONT=Verdana]r[/FONT][/COLOR][COLOR=black][FONT=Verdana]ı[/FONT][/COLOR][COLOR=black][FONT=Verdana]lmam[/FONT][/COLOR][COLOR=black][FONT=Verdana]ış[/FONT][/COLOR][COLOR=black][FONT=Verdana]lar. Yani yeniden dirilme veya hesaba [/FONT][/COLOR][COLOR=black][FONT=Verdana]ç[/FONT][/COLOR][COLOR=black][FONT=Verdana]ekilme diye bir [/FONT][/COLOR][COLOR=black][FONT=Verdana]ş[/FONT][/COLOR][COLOR=black][FONT=Verdana]ey olmayaca[/FONT][/COLOR][COLOR=black][FONT=Verdana]ğı[/FONT][/COLOR][COLOR=black][FONT=Verdana] i[/FONT][/COLOR][COLOR=black][FONT=Verdana]ç[/FONT][/COLOR][COLOR=black][FONT=Verdana]in, onlar[/FONT][/COLOR][COLOR=black][FONT=Verdana]ı[/FONT][/COLOR][COLOR=black][FONT=Verdana]n da bu tur [/FONT][/COLOR][COLOR=black][FONT=Verdana]ş[/FONT][/COLOR][COLOR=black][FONT=Verdana]eylerden endi[/FONT][/COLOR][COLOR=black][FONT=Verdana]ş[/FONT][/COLOR][COLOR=black][FONT=Verdana]esi yoktur. Sen de bo[/FONT][/COLOR][COLOR=black][FONT=Verdana]ş[/FONT][/COLOR][COLOR=black][FONT=Verdana] [/FONT][/COLOR][COLOR=black][FONT=Verdana]ş[/FONT][/COLOR][COLOR=black][FONT=Verdana]eyleri kafandan atarsan, hi[/FONT][/COLOR][COLOR=black][FONT=Verdana]ç[/FONT][/COLOR][COLOR=black][FONT=Verdana]bir s[/FONT][/COLOR][COLOR=black][FONT=Verdana]ı[/FONT][/COLOR][COLOR=black][FONT=Verdana]k[/FONT][/COLOR][COLOR=black][FONT=Verdana]ı[/FONT][/COLOR][COLOR=black][FONT=Verdana]nt[/FONT][/COLOR][COLOR=black][FONT=Verdana]ı[/FONT][/COLOR][COLOR=black][FONT=Verdana]n kalmayacak, g[/FONT][/COLOR][COLOR=black][FONT=Verdana]ö[/FONT][/COLOR][COLOR=black][FONT=Verdana]r bak nas[/FONT][/COLOR][COLOR=black][FONT=Verdana]ı[/FONT][/COLOR][COLOR=black][FONT=Verdana]l rahat edeceksin!.[/FONT][/COLOR][FONT=Verdana][/FONT] [COLOR=black][FONT=Verdana]Bu s[/FONT][/COLOR][COLOR=black][FONT=Verdana]ö[/FONT][/COLOR][COLOR=black][FONT=Verdana]zleri i[/FONT][/COLOR][COLOR=black][FONT=Verdana]ş[/FONT][/COLOR][COLOR=black][FONT=Verdana]ittikten sonra s[/FONT][/COLOR][COLOR=black][FONT=Verdana]ı[/FONT][/COLOR][COLOR=black][FONT=Verdana]k[/FONT][/COLOR][COLOR=black][FONT=Verdana]ı[/FONT][/COLOR][COLOR=black][FONT=Verdana]nt[/FONT][/COLOR][COLOR=black][FONT=Verdana]ı[/FONT][/COLOR][COLOR=black][FONT=Verdana]m daha da artta. "Acaba dedi[/FONT][/COLOR][COLOR=black][FONT=Verdana]ğ[/FONT][/COLOR][COLOR=black][FONT=Verdana]i gibi ink[/FONT][/COLOR][COLOR=black][FONT=Verdana]â[/FONT][/COLOR][COLOR=black][FONT=Verdana]ra sapsam, rahatlar m[/FONT][/COLOR][COLOR=black][FONT=Verdana]ı[/FONT][/COLOR][COLOR=black][FONT=Verdana]y[/FONT][/COLOR][COLOR=black][FONT=Verdana]ı[/FONT][/COLOR][COLOR=black][FONT=Verdana]m?'1 diye d[/FONT][/COLOR][COLOR=black][FONT=Verdana]üşü[/FONT][/COLOR][COLOR=black][FONT=Verdana]n[/FONT][/COLOR][COLOR=black][FONT=Verdana]ü[/FONT][/COLOR][COLOR=black][FONT=Verdana]yor, fakat kalp ve ruh gibi latifelerimin, bu ink[/FONT][/COLOR][COLOR=black][FONT=Verdana]â[/FONT][/COLOR][COLOR=black][FONT=Verdana]r[/FONT][/COLOR][COLOR=black][FONT=Verdana]ı[/FONT][/COLOR][COLOR=black][FONT=Verdana] kabule yana[/FONT][/COLOR][COLOR=black][FONT=Verdana]ş[/FONT][/COLOR][COLOR=black][FONT=Verdana]mad[/FONT][/COLOR][COLOR=black][FONT=Verdana]ı[/FONT][/COLOR][COLOR=black][FONT=Verdana]klar[/FONT][/COLOR][COLOR=black][FONT=Verdana]ı[/FONT][/COLOR][COLOR=black][FONT=Verdana]n[/FONT][/COLOR][COLOR=black][FONT=Verdana]ı[/FONT][/COLOR][COLOR=black][FONT=Verdana] hissediyordum.[/FONT][/COLOR][FONT=Verdana][/FONT] [COLOR=black][FONT=Verdana]Birden, sanki bir elektrik l[/FONT][/COLOR][COLOR=black][FONT=Verdana]â[/FONT][/COLOR][COLOR=black][FONT=Verdana]mbas[/FONT][/COLOR][COLOR=black][FONT=Verdana]ı[/FONT][/COLOR][COLOR=black][FONT=Verdana]na dokunmu[/FONT][/COLOR][COLOR=black][FONT=Verdana]ş [/FONT][/COLOR][COLOR=black][FONT=Verdana]gibi zihnim ayd[/FONT][/COLOR][COLOR=black][FONT=Verdana]ı[/FONT][/COLOR][COLOR=black][FONT=Verdana]nlanmaya ba[/FONT][/COLOR][COLOR=black][FONT=Verdana]ş[/FONT][/COLOR][COLOR=black][FONT=Verdana]lad[/FONT][/COLOR][COLOR=black][FONT=Verdana]ı[/FONT][/COLOR][COLOR=black][FONT=Verdana]. Daha evvel okudu[/FONT][/COLOR][COLOR=black][FONT=Verdana]ğ[/FONT][/COLOR][COLOR=black][FONT=Verdana]um veya dinledi[/FONT][/COLOR][COLOR=black][FONT=Verdana]ğ[/FONT][/COLOR][COLOR=black][FONT=Verdana]im im[/FONT][/COLOR][COLOR=black][FONT=Verdana]â[/FONT][/COLOR][COLOR=black][FONT=Verdana]n[/FONT][/COLOR][COLOR=black][FONT=Verdana]î[/FONT][/COLOR][COLOR=black][FONT=Verdana] bahisler, bir film [/FONT][/COLOR][COLOR=black][FONT=Verdana]ş[/FONT][/COLOR][COLOR=black][FONT=Verdana]eridi gibi g[/FONT][/COLOR][COLOR=black][FONT=Verdana]ö[/FONT][/COLOR][COLOR=black][FONT=Verdana]z[/FONT][/COLOR][COLOR=black][FONT=Verdana]ü[/FONT][/COLOR][COLOR=black][FONT=Verdana]m[/FONT][/COLOR][COLOR=black][FONT=Verdana]ü[/FONT][/COLOR][COLOR=black][FONT=Verdana]n [/FONT][/COLOR][COLOR=black][FONT=Verdana]ö[/FONT][/COLOR][COLOR=black][FONT=Verdana]n[/FONT][/COLOR][COLOR=black][FONT=Verdana]ü[/FONT][/COLOR][COLOR=black][FONT=Verdana]nden ge[/FONT][/COLOR][COLOR=black][FONT=Verdana]ç[/FONT][/COLOR][COLOR=black][FONT=Verdana]iyordu. O ses'e hitaben:[/FONT][/COLOR][FONT=Verdana][/FONT] [COLOR=black][FONT=Verdana]—[/FONT][/COLOR][COLOR=black][FONT=Verdana] Beni yalan ve cerbeze ile aldatmak istiyorsun dedim. Ama ben ak[/FONT][/COLOR][COLOR=black][FONT=Verdana]ı[/FONT][/COLOR][COLOR=black][FONT=Verdana]l sahibiyim ve bu y[/FONT][/COLOR][COLOR=black][FONT=Verdana]ü[/FONT][/COLOR][COLOR=black][FONT=Verdana]zden yapt[/FONT][/COLOR][COLOR=black][FONT=Verdana]ı[/FONT][/COLOR][COLOR=black][FONT=Verdana]klar[/FONT][/COLOR][COLOR=black][FONT=Verdana]ı[/FONT][/COLOR][COLOR=black][FONT=Verdana]mdan mes'[/FONT][/COLOR][COLOR=black][FONT=Verdana]û[/FONT][/COLOR][COLOR=black][FONT=Verdana]l[/FONT][/COLOR][COLOR=black][FONT=Verdana]ü[/FONT][/COLOR][COLOR=black][FONT=Verdana]m. Sen beni ak[/FONT][/COLOR][COLOR=black][FONT=Verdana]ı[/FONT][/COLOR][COLOR=black][FONT=Verdana]ls[/FONT][/COLOR][COLOR=black][FONT=Verdana]ı[/FONT][/COLOR][COLOR=black][FONT=Verdana]z hayvanlar ve [/FONT][/COLOR][COLOR=black][FONT=Verdana]ş[/FONT][/COLOR][COLOR=black][FONT=Verdana]uursuz bitkilerle nas[/FONT][/COLOR][COLOR=black][FONT=Verdana]ı[/FONT][/COLOR][COLOR=black][FONT=Verdana]l bir tutabilirsin? Ben, elbette hesap vermekten endi[/FONT][/COLOR][COLOR=black][FONT=Verdana]ş[/FONT][/COLOR][COLOR=black][FONT=Verdana]e duyar[/FONT][/COLOR][COLOR=black][FONT=Verdana]ı[/FONT][/COLOR][COLOR=black][FONT=Verdana]m. [/FONT][/COLOR][COLOR=black][FONT=Verdana]Çü[/FONT][/COLOR][COLOR=black][FONT=Verdana]nk[/FONT][/COLOR][COLOR=black][FONT=Verdana]ü[/FONT][/COLOR][COLOR=black][FONT=Verdana] bana, hayvan ve bitkilere verilenlerden belki bin defa daha geli[/FONT][/COLOR][COLOR=black][FONT=Verdana]ş[/FONT][/COLOR][COLOR=black][FONT=Verdana]mi[/FONT][/COLOR][COLOR=black][FONT=Verdana]ş[/FONT][/COLOR][COLOR=black][FONT=Verdana] vaziyette ihsan edilen cihazlar[/FONT][/COLOR][COLOR=black][FONT=Verdana]ı[/FONT][/COLOR][COLOR=black][FONT=Verdana] ve ak[/FONT][/COLOR][COLOR=black][FONT=Verdana]ü[/FONT][/COLOR][COLOR=black][FONT=Verdana] nimetini nefis ve heva yolunda sarfetsem, onlardan bin defa daha a[/FONT][/COLOR][COLOR=black][FONT=Verdana]ş[/FONT][/COLOR][COLOR=black][FONT=Verdana]a[/FONT][/COLOR][COLOR=black][FONT=Verdana]ğı[/FONT][/COLOR][COLOR=black][FONT=Verdana]lara d[/FONT][/COLOR][COLOR=black][FONT=Verdana]üş[/FONT][/COLOR][COLOR=black][FONT=Verdana]erek [/FONT][/COLOR][COLOR=black][FONT=Verdana]â[/FONT][/COLOR][COLOR=black][FONT=Verdana]hirette cezaya m[/FONT][/COLOR][COLOR=black][FONT=Verdana]ü[/FONT][/COLOR][COLOR=black][FONT=Verdana]stehak olurum. Hem bir i[/FONT][/COLOR][COLOR=black][FONT=Verdana]ğ[/FONT][/COLOR][COLOR=black][FONT=Verdana]ne ustas[/FONT][/COLOR][COLOR=black][FONT=Verdana]ı[/FONT][/COLOR][COLOR=black][FONT=Verdana]z, bir resim ressams[/FONT][/COLOR][COLOR=black][FONT=Verdana]ı[/FONT][/COLOR][COLOR=black][FONT=Verdana]z[/FONT][/COLOR][FONT=Verdana] [/FONT][COLOR=black][FONT=Verdana]bir k[/FONT][/COLOR][COLOR=black][FONT=Verdana]ö[/FONT][/COLOR][COLOR=black][FONT=Verdana]y muhtars[/FONT][/COLOR][COLOR=black][FONT=Verdana]ı[/FONT][/COLOR][COLOR=black][FONT=Verdana]z olamazken, bu kusursuz k[/FONT][/COLOR][COLOR=black][FONT=Verdana]â[/FONT][/COLOR][COLOR=black][FONT=Verdana]inat[/FONT][/COLOR][COLOR=black][FONT=Verdana]ı[/FONT][/COLOR][COLOR=black][FONT=Verdana]n bir sahibi ve yarat[/FONT][/COLOR][COLOR=black][FONT=Verdana]ı[/FONT][/COLOR][COLOR=black][FONT=Verdana]c[/FONT][/COLOR][COLOR=black][FONT=Verdana]ı[/FONT][/COLOR][COLOR=black][FONT=Verdana]s[/FONT][/COLOR][COLOR=black][FONT=Verdana]ı[/FONT][/COLOR][COLOR=black][FONT=Verdana] olmaz m[/FONT][/COLOR][COLOR=black][FONT=Verdana]ı[/FONT][/COLOR][COLOR=black][FONT=Verdana]? Ve b[/FONT][/COLOR][COLOR=black][FONT=Verdana]ü[/FONT][/COLOR][COLOR=black][FONT=Verdana]t[/FONT][/COLOR][COLOR=black][FONT=Verdana]ü[/FONT][/COLOR][COLOR=black][FONT=Verdana]n k[/FONT][/COLOR][COLOR=black][FONT=Verdana]â[/FONT][/COLOR][COLOR=black][FONT=Verdana]inatla birlikte beni de m[/FONT][/COLOR][COLOR=black][FONT=Verdana]ü[/FONT][/COLOR][COLOR=black][FONT=Verdana]kemmel [/FONT][/COLOR][COLOR=black][FONT=Verdana]ş[/FONT][/COLOR][COLOR=black][FONT=Verdana]ekilde yaratan Rabbim, beni hesaba [/FONT][/COLOR][COLOR=black][FONT=Verdana]ç[/FONT][/COLOR][COLOR=black][FONT=Verdana]ekmeyerek ba[/FONT][/COLOR][COLOR=black][FONT=Verdana]şı[/FONT][/COLOR][COLOR=black][FONT=Verdana]bo[/FONT][/COLOR][COLOR=black][FONT=Verdana]ş[/FONT][/COLOR][COLOR=black][FONT=Verdana] b[/FONT][/COLOR][COLOR=black][FONT=Verdana]ı[/FONT][/COLOR][COLOR=black][FONT=Verdana]rak[/FONT][/COLOR][COLOR=black][FONT=Verdana]ı[/FONT][/COLOR][COLOR=black][FONT=Verdana]r m[/FONT][/COLOR][COLOR=black][FONT=Verdana]ı[/FONT][/COLOR][COLOR=black][FONT=Verdana]?[/FONT][/COLOR][FONT=Verdana][/FONT] [COLOR=black][FONT=Verdana]Evet, im[/FONT][/COLOR][COLOR=black][FONT=Verdana]â[/FONT][/COLOR][COLOR=black][FONT=Verdana]n nurlar[/FONT][/COLOR][COLOR=black][FONT=Verdana]ı[/FONT][/COLOR][COLOR=black][FONT=Verdana] o zor anlarımda imdad[/FONT][/COLOR][COLOR=black][FONT=Verdana]ı[/FONT][/COLOR][COLOR=black][FONT=Verdana]ma yeti[/FONT][/COLOR][COLOR=black][FONT=Verdana]ş[/FONT][/COLOR][COLOR=black][FONT=Verdana]mi[/FONT][/COLOR][COLOR=black][FONT=Verdana]ş[/FONT][/COLOR][COLOR=black][FONT=Verdana] ve i[/FONT][/COLOR][COLOR=black][FONT=Verdana]ç[/FONT][/COLOR][COLOR=black][FONT=Verdana]inde bulundu[/FONT][/COLOR][COLOR=black][FONT=Verdana]ğ[/FONT][/COLOR][COLOR=black][FONT=Verdana]um karanl[/FONT][/COLOR][COLOR=black][FONT=Verdana]ı[/FONT][/COLOR][COLOR=black][FONT=Verdana]k d[/FONT][/COLOR][COLOR=black][FONT=Verdana]ü[/FONT][/COLOR][COLOR=black][FONT=Verdana]nyam[/FONT][/COLOR][COLOR=black][FONT=Verdana]ı[/FONT][/COLOR][COLOR=black][FONT=Verdana] ayd[/FONT][/COLOR][COLOR=black][FONT=Verdana]ı[/FONT][/COLOR][COLOR=black][FONT=Verdana]nlatmaya ba[/FONT][/COLOR][COLOR=black][FONT=Verdana]ş[/FONT][/COLOR][COLOR=black][FONT=Verdana]lam[/FONT][/COLOR][COLOR=black][FONT=Verdana]ış[/FONT][/COLOR][COLOR=black][FONT=Verdana]t[/FONT][/COLOR][COLOR=black][FONT=Verdana]ı[/FONT][/COLOR][COLOR=black][FONT=Verdana]. Nurlardan edindi[/FONT][/COLOR][COLOR=black][FONT=Verdana]ğ[/FONT][/COLOR][COLOR=black][FONT=Verdana]im iman hakikatlerini anlatt[/FONT][/COLOR][COLOR=black][FONT=Verdana]ı[/FONT][/COLOR][COLOR=black][FONT=Verdana]k[/FONT][/COLOR][COLOR=black][FONT=Verdana]ç[/FONT][/COLOR][COLOR=black][FONT=Verdana]a, s[/FONT][/COLOR][COLOR=black][FONT=Verdana]ı[/FONT][/COLOR][COLOR=black][FONT=Verdana]k[/FONT][/COLOR][COLOR=black][FONT=Verdana]ı[/FONT][/COLOR][COLOR=black][FONT=Verdana]nt[/FONT][/COLOR][COLOR=black][FONT=Verdana]ı[/FONT][/COLOR][COLOR=black][FONT=Verdana]lar[/FONT][/COLOR][COLOR=black][FONT=Verdana]ı[/FONT][/COLOR][COLOR=black][FONT=Verdana]m[/FONT][/COLOR][COLOR=black][FONT=Verdana]ı[/FONT][/COLOR][COLOR=black][FONT=Verdana]n hafifledi[/FONT][/COLOR][COLOR=black][FONT=Verdana]ğ[/FONT][/COLOR][COLOR=black][FONT=Verdana]ini hissediyordum. Biraz sonra o ses tamamen susmu[/FONT][/COLOR][COLOR=black][FONT=Verdana]ş [/FONT][/COLOR][COLOR=black][FONT=Verdana]ve bana cevap veremez h[/FONT][/COLOR][COLOR=black][FONT=Verdana]â[/FONT][/COLOR][COLOR=black][FONT=Verdana]le gelmi[/FONT][/COLOR][COLOR=black][FONT=Verdana]ş[/FONT][/COLOR][COLOR=black][FONT=Verdana]ti.[/FONT][/COLOR][FONT=Verdana][/FONT] [COLOR=black][FONT=Verdana]Daha sonra kendime gelmi[/FONT][/COLOR][COLOR=black][FONT=Verdana]ş[/FONT][/COLOR][COLOR=black][FONT=Verdana]im ve arkada[/FONT][/COLOR][COLOR=black][FONT=Verdana]ş[/FONT][/COLOR][COLOR=black][FONT=Verdana]lar[/FONT][/COLOR][COLOR=black][FONT=Verdana]ı[/FONT][/COLOR][COLOR=black][FONT=Verdana]m[/FONT][/COLOR][COLOR=black][FONT=Verdana]ı[/FONT][/COLOR][COLOR=black][FONT=Verdana]n anlatt[/FONT][/COLOR][COLOR=black][FONT=Verdana]ı[/FONT][/COLOR][COLOR=black][FONT=Verdana]klar[/FONT][/COLOR][COLOR=black][FONT=Verdana]ı[/FONT][/COLOR][COLOR=black][FONT=Verdana]na g[/FONT][/COLOR][COLOR=black][FONT=Verdana]ö[/FONT][/COLOR][COLOR=black][FONT=Verdana]re d[/FONT][/COLOR][COLOR=black][FONT=Verdana]ış[/FONT][/COLOR][COLOR=black][FONT=Verdana]ar[/FONT][/COLOR][COLOR=black][FONT=Verdana]ı[/FONT][/COLOR][COLOR=black][FONT=Verdana]daki ezan sesini duyup, namaz k[/FONT][/COLOR][COLOR=black][FONT=Verdana]ı[/FONT][/COLOR][COLOR=black][FONT=Verdana]lmak istemi[/FONT][/COLOR][COLOR=black][FONT=Verdana]ş[/FONT][/COLOR][COLOR=black][FONT=Verdana]im.[/FONT][/COLOR][FONT=Verdana][/FONT] [COLOR=black][FONT=Verdana]Bu mektubu sizlere yazarak ba[/FONT][/COLOR][COLOR=black][FONT=Verdana]şı[/FONT][/COLOR][COLOR=black][FONT=Verdana]mdan ge[/FONT][/COLOR][COLOR=black][FONT=Verdana]ç[/FONT][/COLOR][COLOR=black][FONT=Verdana]en bu [/FONT][/COLOR][COLOR=black][FONT=Verdana]ü[/FONT][/COLOR][COLOR=black][FONT=Verdana]rpertici h[/FONT][/COLOR][COLOR=black][FONT=Verdana]â[/FONT][/COLOR][COLOR=black][FONT=Verdana]diseyi anlatmam[/FONT][/COLOR][COLOR=black][FONT=Verdana]ı[/FONT][/COLOR][COLOR=black][FONT=Verdana]n sebebi, iman hakikatlerine ne kadar muhta[/FONT][/COLOR][COLOR=black][FONT=Verdana]ç[/FONT][/COLOR][COLOR=black][FONT=Verdana] oldu[/FONT][/COLOR][COLOR=black][FONT=Verdana]ğ[/FONT][/COLOR][COLOR=black][FONT=Verdana]umuzu ifade etmek i[/FONT][/COLOR][COLOR=black][FONT=Verdana]ç[/FONT][/COLOR][COLOR=black][FONT=Verdana]indir. [/FONT][/COLOR][COLOR=black][FONT=Verdana]Çü[/FONT][/COLOR][COLOR=black][FONT=Verdana]nk[/FONT][/COLOR][COLOR=black][FONT=Verdana]ü[/FONT][/COLOR][COLOR=black][FONT=Verdana] son nefeste iman ile kabre gitmek ve onu cennet bah[/FONT][/COLOR][COLOR=black][FONT=Verdana]ç[/FONT][/COLOR][COLOR=black][FONT=Verdana]elerinden bir bah[/FONT][/COLOR][COLOR=black][FONT=Verdana]ç[/FONT][/COLOR][COLOR=black][FONT=Verdana]eye [/FONT][/COLOR][COLOR=black][FONT=Verdana]ç[/FONT][/COLOR][COLOR=black][FONT=Verdana]evirerek in[/FONT][/COLOR][COLOR=black][FONT=Verdana]ş[/FONT][/COLOR][COLOR=black][FONT=Verdana]aallah ebed[/FONT][/COLOR][COLOR=black][FONT=Verdana]î[/FONT][/COLOR][COLOR=black][FONT=Verdana] saadeti kazanmak, tamamen bu hakikatlann elde edilmesine ba[/FONT][/COLOR][COLOR=black][FONT=Verdana]ğ[/FONT][/COLOR][COLOR=black][FONT=Verdana]l[/FONT][/COLOR][COLOR=black][FONT=Verdana]ı[/FONT][/COLOR][COLOR=black][FONT=Verdana]d[/FONT][/COLOR][COLOR=black][FONT=Verdana]ı[/FONT][/COLOR][COLOR=black][FONT=Verdana]r.[/FONT][/COLOR][FONT=Verdana][/FONT] [COLOR=black][FONT=Verdana]Ş[/FONT][/COLOR][COLOR=black][FONT=Verdana]eytan[/FONT][/COLOR][COLOR=black][FONT=Verdana]ı[/FONT][/COLOR][COLOR=black][FONT=Verdana]n, [/FONT][/COLOR][COLOR=black][FONT=Verdana]ö[/FONT][/COLOR][COLOR=black][FONT=Verdana]l[/FONT][/COLOR][COLOR=black][FONT=Verdana]ü[/FONT][/COLOR][COLOR=black][FONT=Verdana]m an[/FONT][/COLOR][COLOR=black][FONT=Verdana]ı[/FONT][/COLOR][COLOR=black][FONT=Verdana]ndaki insanlara musallat old[/FONT][/COLOR][COLOR=black][FONT=Verdana]uğu[/FONT][/COLOR][COLOR=black][FONT=Verdana]n[/FONT][/COLOR][COLOR=black][FONT=Verdana]u[/FONT][/COLOR][COLOR=black][FONT=Verdana], onlar[/FONT][/COLOR][COLOR=black][FONT=Verdana]ı[/FONT][/COLOR][COLOR=black][FONT=Verdana] inkara sapt[/FONT][/COLOR][COLOR=black][FONT=Verdana]ı[/FONT][/COLOR][COLOR=black][FONT=Verdana]rmak i[/FONT][/COLOR][COLOR=black][FONT=Verdana]ç[/FONT][/COLOR][COLOR=black][FONT=Verdana]in ak[/FONT][/COLOR][COLOR=black][FONT=Verdana]ı[/FONT][/COLOR][COLOR=black][FONT=Verdana]llar[/FONT][/COLOR][COLOR=black][FONT=Verdana]ı[/FONT][/COLOR][COLOR=black][FONT=Verdana]na vesvese verdi[/FONT][/COLOR][COLOR=black][FONT=Verdana]ğ[/FONT][/COLOR][COLOR=black][FONT=Verdana]ini ve bu y[/FONT][/COLOR][COLOR=black][FONT=Verdana]ü[/FONT][/COLOR][COLOR=black][FONT=Verdana]zden de kuvvetli bir imana sahip olunmas[/FONT][/COLOR][COLOR=black][FONT=Verdana]ı[/FONT][/COLOR][COLOR=black][FONT=Verdana] gerekti[/FONT][/COLOR][COLOR=black][FONT=Verdana]ğ[/FONT][/COLOR][COLOR=black][FONT=Verdana]ini b[/FONT][/COLOR][COLOR=black][FONT=Verdana]ü[/FONT][/COLOR][COLOR=black][FONT=Verdana]t[/FONT][/COLOR][COLOR=black][FONT=Verdana]ü[/FONT][/COLOR][COLOR=black][FONT=Verdana]n m[/FONT][/COLOR][COLOR=black][FONT=Verdana]ü[/FONT][/COLOR][COLOR=black][FONT=Verdana]'min karde[/FONT][/COLOR][COLOR=black][FONT=Verdana]ş[/FONT][/COLOR][COLOR=black][FONT=Verdana]lerimiz biliyordur. Fakat ben, bu durumun bir [/FONT][/COLOR][COLOR=black][FONT=Verdana]ö[/FONT][/COLOR][COLOR=black][FONT=Verdana]rne[/FONT][/COLOR][COLOR=black][FONT=Verdana]ğ[/FONT][/COLOR][COLOR=black][FONT=Verdana]im, [/FONT][/COLOR][COLOR=black][FONT=Verdana]ö[/FONT][/COLOR][COLOR=black][FONT=Verdana]l[/FONT][/COLOR][COLOR=black][FONT=Verdana]ü[/FONT][/COLOR][COLOR=black][FONT=Verdana]m [/FONT][/COLOR][COLOR=black][FONT=Verdana]ö[/FONT][/COLOR][COLOR=black][FONT=Verdana]ncesinde, Cen[/FONT][/COLOR][COLOR=black][FONT=Verdana]â[/FONT][/COLOR][COLOR=black][FONT=Verdana]b-[/FONT][/COLOR][COLOR=black][FONT=Verdana]ı[/FONT][/COLOR][COLOR=black][FONT=Verdana] Hakk[/FONT][/COLOR][COLOR=black][FONT=Verdana]ı[/FONT][/COLOR][COLOR=black][FONT=Verdana]n izniyle ya[/FONT][/COLOR][COLOR=black][FONT=Verdana]ş[/FONT][/COLOR][COLOR=black][FONT=Verdana]ad[/FONT][/COLOR][COLOR=black][FONT=Verdana]ı[/FONT][/COLOR][COLOR=black][FONT=Verdana]m. 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